From: Kel Date: Tue, 25 May 1999 18:47:48 -0400 Subject: NEW: Basketball Therapy 7/12, XRH,A Basketball Therapy 7/12 by Kel, ckelll@hotmail.com Disclaimer, etc. with part 1 It was late afternoon when they left the restaurant. Scully put her hand out for the car keys, and Mulder forked them over. "I'm really not drunk," he said. He was under the influence, to be sure, but his behavior had reflected his mental state as much as it had his level of intoxication. "I know you're not," said Scully. "But what if they set up a checkpoint to catch drivers with snails in their ears?" "So you think I'm drunk, do you?" Mulder asked, trying to get comfortable in the passenger seat. "Does that mean you're going to try to take advantage of me?" "Mulder, did you see how much I spent on you? You have to put out." As she said it, Scully realized that Mulder's experiences wouldn't follow the clichés. Mulder's wallet was the least enticing thing in his pants. Scully's rejoinder had an unintended resonance for Mulder, because women really did tell him he had to put out. Phoebe did it in no uncertain terms and was probably convinced to this day that derision and threats turned him on. Diana had been more solicitous but equally insistent, asking if he was ill or angry until it was just easier to give her what she wanted. Mrs. Hardy had been the first and the scariest, and then she'd expected him to go back out and finish mowing her lawn. Early in his career, Mulder had taken to wearing a wedding band as a way of keeping some distance between himself and that part of the population that found him so irresistibly toothsome. Since then he'd developed an aura of spookiness that encouraged people to give him a wider berth. "It was just a joke," Scully said softly. Her verbal play with Mulder was like the roughhousing of children: a lot of fun until someone got hurt. Scully didn't know about Mrs. Hardy, but she made an educated guess that some of the women who made use of Mulder's body did not show much concern for the rest of him. "Don't back down, Scully," Mulder said, getting into the game again. "If you're any kind of woman you should force me to give you your money's worth." Scully let it drop and drove in silence for several minutes. When she spoke again it was on a different subject. "Does it make a difference who the vandal is? Whether it's Dr. Newbold's alter ego or Mrs. Tarses's ghost?" she asked. "Or me," added Mulder. He had broken the dehumidifier too, and he was very proud of himself. "You all want the same thing," Scully said. "You want Dr. Newbold to stop operating." "But it does matter," Mulder said. "Newbold's alter ego is part of him. We might be able to reach him, make him listen to that part. Your Mrs. Tarses, well, if she's a ghost, I think the best we can do for her is put her to rest. But she can't help us get through to him." "Then we're going to have to find out which it is," Scully said. "I'm going to talk to Bobby again," said Mulder. "Maybe even shoot some hoops with him." "Two words, Mulder: long pants," Scully said. ************************************************************************ Sunday evening had its own routine, for Scully. It was a time to do your nails, call your mother, watch 60 Minutes, finish the crossword puzzle. It was the night for slipping into bed early with a big mug of tea and waiting for Mulder to call. Or for calling Mulder. The night for oiling your gun and waxing your legs. Only problem was, this Sunday she was at Mulder's. She was ready to do her duty to Mulder, humanity, and the time-space continuum by making love to him in the waterbed. Mulder was pulling apart the Sunday Post, organizing it in some new fashion. "Want to do the puzzle?" Scully asked. It was untouched. Mulder was good at crosswords, but his technique drove Scully up the wall. He'd go through the "across" clues and fill in all his answers and guesses, and then he'd get started on the "down" clues, making dozens of changes when his original solutions didn't work out. Scully wouldn't fill in a word unless she could confirm it against a perpendicular word. They both used ink. "You can get it started," Mulder said, handing it to her. He took some other section and spread it over the coffee table. "Oh, I do that on Sunday too," Scully said. She thought he was going to clean his weapon. Mulder put a wooden box on the table and sat down next to Scully. "It seems like the right time for it. Gets you ready for the week ahead," Mulder said. He'd taken his jacket off earlier and now he rolled his sleeves up to this elbows. "Ha!" she said triumphantly, filling in her first word in the puzzle. "You would have gotten this one. Syzygy." She looked up from the puzzle. Mulder was shining his shoes, spreading the polish with great attention. "You have to let it set for five minutes," he explained, putting the shoe down on the newspaper. This was nothing like the touch-ups she'd seen him do before a meeting. This was a ritual. He was focused on his watch, timing the interval. The phone rang. "You want me to get that?" Scully asked. Mulder seemed too intent on his shoes to deal with the phone right now. "Scully, can you do me a really big favor?" Mulder asked, as the phone rang again. "Please talk to my mother." "That's your mother? What should I say?" Scully asked him. "Just talk to her. Find out how she is. Tell her I'm okay. Please, Scully, I'll owe you." You certainly will, thought Scully as she picked up the receiver with a tentative Hello. "Oh, I'm sorry..." Mulder's mother sounded totally flustered. "Mrs. Mulder, this is Dana Scully?" "Oh my God. Is he all right?" Teena Mulder tried to steel herself. She'd thought Fox would be safe for now, doing background checks and tracking manure. A family friend had assured her of that. "Yes, he's fine, Mrs. Mulder. He's right here." "That's all I wanted to know. And I'm sorry for the intrusion." She was about to hang up. "You're not intruding," Scully said. "How are you?" "I'm fine, Miss Scully. I didn't know he had company. I don't want to interrupt anything." "You're not interrupting anything. He's just polishing his shoes," Scully said. "Of course. The Mulder men and their Sunday shoe-shines," she said. Now she knew he was all right. "Is this a family tradition?" Scully asked. It sounded less painful than the Scully family Christmas-morning role call. "My father-in-law was fanatic about grooming," Mrs. Mulder said. "Fox hadn't even started school yet when his grandfather showed him how to shine his shoes and tie a tie." "Were they close?" Scully asked. She liked thinking there had been a concerned adult somewhere in Mulder's childhood. "Yes, very. Fox was a little shy with most adults, but he'd talk a blue streak to the old man, and his stutter would disappear. And Martin was so fastidious most of the time, but he'd go out in the yard and dig holes with Fox. You know, Fox never wants to talk about things like that. Just about his father, and the State Department. And my daughter." Still digging, Scully thought. "I'd love to hear more," she said. "I'm glad we could talk, Miss Scully. Stay well, both of you." Mrs. Mulder disconnected before Scully could say good-bye. "Mulder, why wouldn't you talk to your mother? And how did you know it was her?" Scully asked. "She usually calls around this time, and she never stays on the line more than a minute. She hangs up as soon as I say I'm all right," Mulder said. He was brushing his shoes briskly. "How is she?" "She told me about your grandfather," Scully said. "How he taught you to shine your shoes." "I don't remember that," Mulder said. "He taught me a lot, though." He put down the brush and turned the shoe from one side to the other as he inspected it. "How to tie a tie," Scully said. Sometimes Mulder was forthcoming with his boyhood nostalgia, and Scully loved hearing it. "He taught me to drive," Mulder said. "He took me for my road test." His folks had split up by then and Mulder couldn't get either of them to go with him to the DMV. He'd even asked Mrs. Hardy. Grandpa to the rescue. "I don't think you ever mentioned him," Scully said. "He died when I was in England," Mulder said. "My dad wrote me, but I didn't get the letter. I found out when I got a package of his stuff that he wanted me to have. Books, mostly. His wedding ring. His Elvis records, but they were broken." "That's awful," Scully said. She could imagine him sifting through the box, happily at first, and then realizing what it meant. "Yeah. They'd be worth a lot of money now," Mulder mumbled. He was leaning over the crossword puzzle. "What did he--" Scully started to ask, but Mulder interrupted. "Squamata," he asked. "One-down. I think it's squamata." Unlikely, Scully thought. Because two-down started with a Y. And the Q from squamata--oh, whatever. She wrote it in. "You take the puzzle," she said, pushing it toward him. "I'm going to clean my gun." But Mulder had lost interest in the crossword. He put away the shoe-shine kit and got a glass of water. Scully didn't see him swallow the travel-sickness pill. It was still early, but Mulder wanted to give it plenty of time to work. There wasn't enough room for Mulder to lie down on the couch with Scully on it, but he did it anyway, his head at the opposite end from her, and his legs hanging down to the side. He flipped on the TV, planning to put on 60 Minutes for Scully, but he found a basketball game first with just a few minutes to go. Scully thought she'd love to have a picture of Mulder like this, lying on his couch, watching the tube, his white shirt open at the neck with the sleeves pushed up high on his forearms. She finished reassembling her gun and left it on the table. "Are you set on talking to Bobby Zurago tomorrow?" Scully asked. "Yes," said Mulder. "Let's call in sick." "I can't do that," Scully said. "It's my turn to bring the coffee cake." The bullpen would survive without their breakfast pastry, but Scully didn't want to miss work the same day as Mulder. It was daring enough that they took their smoking breaks together. "Maybe you don't have to use sick time either. I'm going to ask ASAC Cardin to put you on her team." It was worth a try. Alice Cardin had gone to Chesapeake Medical Center with a mandate to look for fraud. She had found not fraud but incompetence and indifference. Scully thought Cardin would be willing to stretch her mandate just a bit if it meant putting an end to unnecessary human misery. Cardin's home phone was answered by a youngster who seemed to speak only in monosyllables. "Ma," he or she screamed, neglecting to shield the telephone mouthpiece. "Phone!" Then the phone was dropped, and Scully heard a minute of domestic chaos until ASAC Cardin picked it up. Scully told Cardin she'd been called back to Maryland by police investigating vandalism in the operating room. She told Cardin about little Adam, and the situation with the Helping and Healing Committee. Scully did not mention anything about a ghost or about Mulder breaking the dehumidifier after it had been fixed. "I'm not turning in my report till the end of the week," Cardin said. "I can put Agent Mulder on the case for a couple of days." Cardin frequently pulled agents from other divisions when she needed their particular expertise and she did not anticipate any trouble borrowing Mulder. Cardin questioned Scully about Donald Lovelace and the Winthrop Bank. She wanted to check if either was involved in any past or current investigations. Scully voiced her own concerns that the State Department might play a role; Lovelace had seemed so confident that he could bring Adam's family in from Poland without delay. Cardin wanted Scully to clarify Adam's medical status for her. "He has what you call gross developmental anomalies," Cardin said, "but fixing them won't help. Can you explain that?" Scully tried, but Cardin, like many people, was slow to accept the limitations of medicine and surgery. She was asking about a heart-lung transplant when the juvenile who had answered the phone began to complain loudly in the background. "Give me Mulder's number and I'll call him later," Cardin sighed. "I've just been informed that there's an urgent need for index cards and blue and red yarn." Alice Cardin was sick and tired of the Sunday-night homework ambush, but right now she was grateful to her child for being alive and well. Meanwhile, on the couch, Mulder had relaxed himself into a position that was less than comfortable, but he couldn't motivate himself to move. The sea-sickness pill had hit him like an iron fist. Maybe Bobby Zurago's approach to pharmacology was as heavy-handed as his basketball game. Or else the medication was getting a boost from the alcohol. When Scully drifted back into view, Mulder lit up with happiness. "Mulder, what happened to you?" Scully asked. The right side of his face was pressed into the couch and he was breathing through his mouth. She picked up his glass of water and sniffed it, then tasted it, but it was just water. "Bobby Z. Gimme medicine. For the waterbed. Tonight's the night." Scully would carry him to his bed and fuck his brains out. It would be great. "What medicine, Mulder? What did you take?" Scully asked. Mulder smiled blandly and shrugged his shoulders. She found the little envelope that still held one tablet, but she didn't recognize the medication. "Got a 'scription," Mulder explained, patting his pocket. Scully searched through all of his pants pockets without finding it. Mulder grinned idiotically. "More, Scully, look some more," he said. "Frisk me." "You're enjoying this way too much," Scully said. She found the prescription in his jacket pocket. "Oh, Mulder," she said after she'd read it. "Let's get you to bed while you can still walk." "Okay," said Mulder, but when she started to tug him upright he made no effort to help. "Come on, Mulder. Tonight's the night," Scully said, trying to motivate him. "Throw away the cars and the bars and the wars, and make sweet love to you," Mulder sang. "That's fine, Jeremiah, let's go," Scully said. "Joy to the world, all the boys and girls--come on, Scully, four-part harmony!" He was on his feet, shuffling a little, but basically steady. He arrived in the bedroom and paused by the bed, trying to think of a dramatic entrance. He settled for a racing dive that was of course doomed to be a belly flopper, but Mulder was satisfied. He flipped onto his back and watched himself in the mirror as the bed rebounded. "Yes!" he shouted, raising his fist in a triumphant salute. "As I live and breathe, I will never be seasick again!" Just then the phone rang. Mulder started to raise himself from the bed, but Scully put her hand on his face and pushed him back against the mattress. "Let the machine answer it," she said. "You're in no condition to talk to Alice Cardin." "One pill makes you larger, and one pill makes you small?" Mulder warbled. "And the one that Bobby gives you makes you walk into the walls," Scully finished for him. Mulder was never going to believe this once he returned to his senses. She got the tape recorder from his dresser drawer and clicked it on. "Go ask Alice, when she was only small." Mulder was making faces at himself as he sang. "Scully, come on in. The water's fine." "Just a minute, Mooch," she said. "We've got lights burning all over the apartment, and the TV's still on." Mulder was too doped up to achieve his goal tonight, Scully thought, but he was entertaining and cuddly. Maybe in the morning he'd be ready, or maybe sooner; it was only eight o'clock. She hurried out of the room to turn off the lights, but took the extra time to throw out the newspaper from Mulder's shoe shine and start up the dishwasher, which had been full since last night. Mulder surprised her by still being awake when she got back to him. He was singing that song they kept arguing about, the one where she could never catch all the words, but Mulder swore there was something about the X-files. He'd even succeeded in getting out of his clothes. "I have a history of taking off my shirt," he said proudly. Mulder's bruises were resolving nicely. Scully had to admit that she really had overreacted yesterday. She thought she'd lie down with Mulder until he passed out and then get on with her teeth flossing and pore closing. She got into bed next to him, expecting that he would spoon around her and go to sleep. Instead he stretched out on his back like a sunbather, with his head resting on his arms, looking at her through half-closed eyes, with just the trace of a smile. "You drive," he said. You got it, cutie, she thought. I'm going to eat you up. "I'll drive, but you have to be a good passenger," Scully said. A good passenger doesn't try to grab the wheel and take over. A good passenger doesn't have to skip from escargots to dessert. Mulder was a good passenger for a long time, allowing his body to be worshipped by Scully's hands and mouth, responding with words of joy and gratitude and sounds beyond spelling. But as she continued, and as her attentions became more focused, Mulder couldn't help responding with his hips and hands and body, and the waterbed responded with him. "Don't move," she told him, ceasing her activities until he stopped. Then she started again until once more Mulder's impulses overcame his restraint. He responded with more freedom than Scully wanted to grant him, and she shut down on him again. She played with him like this for a while, and his vocalizations sounded less and less like "ungh" and "hhh" and more and more like the death cries of a wookie. When Mulder realized that he would be ruined for life and have to go into therapy if Scully kept teasing him like this, he roared again, signaled his defiance by grabbing her and kissing her roughly on the mouth, and then flipped her onto her back and pinned her. "You may try to resist, you saucy wench," he said, "but your very body betrays you. It is your own desire that enslaves you to me." "No!" she screamed, pushing him away with enough conviction that Mulder stopped. "No?" said Mulder. "Really no? Gazebo?" "If I mean gazebo I'll say gazebo," Scully said. "It's a little difficult to be your feisty captive without saying No." ##### Basketball Therapy 8/12 by Kel, ckelll@hotmail.com Disclaimer, etc. with part 1 When Mulder awoke he felt phenomenally alive and robust. He was ravenous but took a quick shower before foraging for breakfast. The fridge surprised him with the two sandwiches he'd taken home from the deli on Saturday. Lucky he'd remembered to bring them along from Scully's. He ate the roast beef sandwich while filling in yesterday's crossword puzzle. He had to write over the entry to one-down; the reptilian sub-order was Serpente, not Squamata. Today's paper hadn't arrived yet, so he read Sunday's news while he ate Scully's tuna salad sandwich. Two sandwiches and two cans of ice tea made him postpone his run, but he walked over to the twenty-four hour store and picked up a coffee cake so Scully wouldn't have to stop for one on her way to work. He found where she'd parked and put the cake in her car, remembering also to get some evidence bags from her trunk. Back in his apartment he got the coffee maker going, so Miss Caffeine-addict would be able to get her fix. It was still too early to wake her, but not too early to get back into bed next to her. He slipped between the sheets and she turned toward him. She was more asleep than awake and she responded to him in slow motion, sighing a little when he nuzzled her neck, squirming around to get comfortable in his arms. He didn't particularly mean to wake her, but really, she'd had her eight hours, and, as Skinner might say, daylight was burning. Or would be, in a few hours. Scully opened her eyes and broke into a smile. "You salty dog," she said. She felt too morning-mouthed to kiss him, but she unbuttoned his pants, which he shouldn't be wearing in the bed anyway. "What?" Mulder asked as he helped her with his pants. "You were so good." She was working under his shirt now, pushing it up. "You liked that, huh? I liked it too," Mulder said. "So good," she said. She was kissing his chest and pinching his butt. "Scully. Careful," he said. The waves were starting. "I'll be careful, Mulder," Scully said. She would be careful not to leave any marks. She would be careful not to choke him with his shirt as she pulled it off. "Scully, stop moving," Mulder said. She was sliding her body over his, making the bed rise and fall in sickening lurches. Maybe he could try Bobby's medicine again, but only take half a tablet. Maybe Scully could recommend something that would settle his stomach without giving him a lobotomy. Stop moving indeed, Scully thought. Stop moving and hope that Mulder would somehow stumble on the right moves without any guidance or feedback. No thank you. It made sense for her to order him to lie still and let her take over. Male anatomy was so obvious. It made no sense at all for Scully to stay still. "Scully?" How to say this nicely? "Scully, get off me." She moved aside, and Mulder rolled himself to the edge of the bed and onto the floor. He sat on the nice steady floor, eyes closed, leaning back against the frame of the bed. Scully climbed out of bed and kneeled down next him, feeling his forehead. "Take some deep breaths, Mulder," she said sympathetically. She took his shirt from the bed and slipped into it before going to get him a cool wash cloth. "I'm okay now," he said when she returned and placed the damp cloth against his head. "Oh, thanks, that feels better." He insisted he felt fine, but Scully made up the couch with sheets and blankets and wanted to put him to bed there. He went along with it, although they were both completely awake by now. Scully sat on the floor drinking a mug of coffee. "Scully, I'm sorry," Mulder said softly. He'd been lying in bed with a gorgeous woman who wanted to ravish him and he'd left her totally unfulfilled. "Sorry about what?" Scully asked. It was so quiet and dark this time of day. "About the bed. About just now." He wasn't exactly embarrassed, but he felt incompetent, ridiculous. "But Mulder, it doesn't matter. We already saved the world, remember? Last night," she said. "But that was last night," Mulder said. "This morning? And it wasn't just this morning. Saturday morning, at your place. And Saturday night." He was starting to scare himself. Friday night had been pretty damn excellent, but the next morning, that had been more of a quickie. Scully hadn't come, he knew that. And Saturday night, he'd gotten seasick again, and Scully had gotten the phone call from the Maryland police, and he'd slept on the couch. And he hadn't even tried Sunday morning. Last night, okay, no complaints there. But now this morning? "Mulder, are we trying to meet a quota here?" she asked. It was hard to be sensitive to someone whose concerns seemed so farfetched. "I want to make you happy," Mulder said. "But I am happy," Scully said. "Scully, don't be dense," he said patiently. "I made you happy last night. I failed to make you happy this morning." "Mulder, you're not feeling well. I'll give you the morning off. Of course if you really want to make me happy, you could give me an encore of 'White Rabbit,'" Scully said. "White Rabbit?" Mulder narrowed his eyes. "You're going to try to tell me that I was singing." "You put on quite a performance," she said. "Scully, I'm not going to fall for this. I may have been a little out of it last night, but I don't believe I was doing Grace Slick impressions," Mulder said. Scully practically skipped to the bedroom to get the cassette recorder. If she put it down on the coffee table, Mulder would grab it as soon as it began to play, so she set it over by his desk before turning it on. "You're in for a treat," she said as she started the tape. There was Mulder's beautiful voice croaking out the words to the old psychedelic anthem. A beautiful voice, but not really a singer's voice. "Thank you, Scully," he said. "This is so thoroughly humiliating that my sexual inadequacy seems trivial." He put the pillow over his head, waiting for the song to end, but to his horror he found that he had segued into another ditty. "Scully, turn it off," he bellowed. Scully was back by the couch, pulling the pillow off Mulder's face. She wanted to watch his expression as he listened to himself on tape. They were fighting over the pillow when the recording came to Scully's return to the bedroom. Scully realized that she had never shut the recorder off. Scully won possession of the pillow, but only because Mulder abandoned that fight and seized her around the waist. The tape was getting interesting now, and he didn't want her to turn it off or try to erase it. He hauled himself to a sitting position so he could hold on to her. "You were on quite a power trip last night," Mulder observed. There was Scully, electronically preserved, taunting him and ordering him not to move. Of course he was making some odd noises himself, wordless groans of frustration. She thought she was so cunning, forcing him lie still while she got him so worked up that he couldn't lie still. He couldn't lie still, he had to grind and grab and taste, and every neuron in his body was screaming, "Don't stop." And she stopped. The tape was still playing, but Scully had given up on trying to pull away from Mulder's grip. "Mulder, how long does this thing tape?" she asked. Because she remembered what happened when she let the game drag on for too long and Mulder had put an end to it. She remembered being held down and forced to endure things that she very much wished to be forced to endure. "Ninety minutes, Scully. I think we may just catch that speech where you thank me for taming you." Scully's ears burned and her cheeks grew hot. How could something that was so much fun at the time sound so thoroughly silly and aberrant the next day? Maybe it wouldn't be on the tape. She buried her face in the pillow. "I taught you the joy of surrender, as I recall," Mulder said. He smiled broadly. "Maybe I'm not so inadequate." The tape player was now broadcasting some more of Mulder's tortured jungle noises. "What the hell were you doing to me?" he asked Scully. "Nothing," she said into the pillow. "Absolutely nothing at all." *********************************************************************** Scully had left for work. Mulder replayed his favorite parts of the recording one last time and then, with regret, pulled the tape out of the cassette and burned it in the bathroom sink. His feisty captive had insisted. She really didn't mind listening to the recording with Mulder, but she didn't want it sitting around waiting for something embarrassing to happen. Mulder drove over to the deli by Scully's to see if Bobby could come out and play, but the strange young man was still asleep. Mrs. Fishman told Mulder she'd have her son-in-law ready to go in about half an hour. Mulder was wearing the pants he had ruined a week ago spackling the Luskins' rec room. They would offer some protection against Bobby's hockey-like defensive style. Since he wasn't dressed for running, he went over to Scully's to kill the time. Bobby Zurago was waiting outside the deli when Mulder got back, bouncing his basketball against his knee like a soccer player. "What do you want?" he asked Mulder. "Shoot some hoops?" Mulder suggested. Bobby started dribbling clumsily toward the playground, but he was shaking his head. "Don't like one-on-one," he said. "And it's Monday. School today. Recess." "You don't like one-on-one?" Mulder said. "You want to play Horse?" Mulder was unbeatable at Horse. "Even worse," said Bobby. "I like to play 'D.' Shooting takes a lot less skill." "You want to take a walk?" Mulder asked. Bobby seemed too restless to sit down and talk. "'Kay," he said, bobbing along beside Mulder. "I want to stop John Newbold," Mulder said. "You can't," said Bobby. "You'd have to kill him." "They think you did it, Bobby," Mulder said. "Newbold says you messed with the sterilizing system." "No, that was from Newbold," Bobby said. "He says you broke something in the OR on Saturday night. A humidity regulator," Mulder said. "Saturday night. My wife was home. Ask my wife." Bobby's wife was the finest woman in the world. He was sure people would believe her, even if they mistrusted him. "Bobby, if I can show that Newbold did it, that proves that you didn't. Maybe you'd get your suspension canceled," Mulder said. "I could operate," Bobby said. "Cool." "Let's go to Chesapeake Medical Center," Mulder said. "We'll nail him. Get the proof that he did it." Bobby had spent the last month within a mile of his in-laws' delicatessen. A road trip with Mulder was the best offer he'd had since his disciplinary hearing. "'Kay," he said. "Can we go to McDonald's?" *********************************************************************** "Scully. Let's grab a smoke." Scully looked up from her terminal to find Jerry Luskin hanging over her desk. Jerry Luskin was probably the mellowest agent in the history of the FBI. His only desire in life was for a pension. Scully and Luskin went to the staircase for their break, Luskin taking along a big hunk of the crumb cake Scully had brought in. "What's up, Jerry?" Scully asked. "Good cake," Luskin said, looking at her as he swallowed a mouthful. "Where's the Muldermeister?" "He's putting in a few days on ASAC Cardin's task force," Scully said. If Luskin ever wondered about her relationship with Mulder, he kept it to himself. "Chesapeake Medical? In Winthrop, Maryland?" Luskin asked. Scully nodded. "Okay. Just now. I'm doing a check on a new groundskeeper. Cheng Wu. I call his former employer. The Winthrop Bank. I'm on hold for a couple of minutes, then they transfer me to the president of the bank." "Donald Lovelace," Scully said. "Yes. Mr. Lovelace informs me that he's holding up his end of the bargain, taking care of the Polish problem, and a certain Mulder and Scully had better stop harassing him or they are definitely headed for the South Pole, and maybe I'd like to go with them. Then I finish my spiel and he tells me that Cheng Wu is an excellent worker with high moral standards. And he hangs up," Luskin said. "I think Agent Cardin needs to know about this," Scully said, starting up the stairs toward Cardin's office. "Luskin, aren't you coming?" "I'm coming," he said. "Take it easy on me. I haven't been away from the bullpen in ten years." Cardin had an inner office; no window, in other words. Scully and Luskin rapped on her door before opening it, but she waved them back. She was on a phone call, and they waited outside until she could finish. "Tough lady," said Luskin. It was impossible not to eavesdrop. Phrases like "totally unacceptable" and "will not be tolerated" echoed through the air. Then Cardin opened her door and Scully and Luskin were allowed in. Cardin's office was tiny, but it had something that made Luskin sigh with envy. Walls. "Fighting in school," Cardin said, by way of explanation. "I was about to send for you when the principal called." "Send for me? Why?" Scully asked. "Agent Mulder was under the impression that the child Krzyzewski was brought into this country unaccompanied. In fact there was a family of Krzyzewskis that entered the country at the same time," Cardin said. "Very interesting," Scully said. "A very interesting pattern, in fact," Cardin said. "We have batches of hardship medical visas occurring every month or two. Families entering the country with an infant or small child in need of medical treatment at Chesapeake Medical Center." "Help me out here," said Luskin. "I'm a visitor from the land of background checks and I'm not sure if I'm getting the story." "Donald Lovelace is in charge of a program that brings in sick babies from disadvantaged countries so that they can get surgery here. Agent Cardin suspects that Lovelace is bringing in emigrants by representing them as the families of the sick children," Scully explained. "So they come in under temporary visas and then disappear," Luskin said. "I see. I presume money changes hands somewhere in the deal." "A safe assumption," said Cardin. "Lovelace probably works through foreign intermediaries. When there's a group ready to pay for passage from, say, Lebanon, he locates a Lebanese child to bring in for medical treatment. The others are brought in under the pretense that they are with the baby." "And the baby comes in all alone to go under the knife," Scully said. "Donald Lovelace is currently under investigation by our colleagues at INS," Cardin said. "Does Agent Mulder understand what he's dealing with?" Cardin asked. "I'll call him," Scully said. No time now to explain that Mulder was going off to enlist the assistance of the black-hand ghost. *********************************************************************** "Hernias are easy, but I like perforated bowels," Bobby was saying. He was munching on some French fries from a paper sack; Mulder had taken him to McDonald's as promised, but made him eat his meal in the car. Eating in a moving vehicle seemed to be a new experience for Bobby, and Mulder had to give him explicit instructions. "Yeah, great," Mulder said. Bobby had told him days ago that he got in trouble for the things he saw and for the things he didn't see. Anyone could figure out what those things were that Bobby didn't see. The rules of social interaction were a mystery to him. Most human emotions were beyond his understanding. Now Mulder had to learn more about the things that Bobby did see, the things that others did not. The drive to the Chesapeake Medical Center would give him time to do that. "Why do they perf at night?" Bobby asked. "Do you know?" "I don't know," Mulder said. "Me neither, but they do. I get a lot of them when I'm on call," Bobby said. "Uh-huh." "Trauma's cool," Bobby said. "Even MVAs. A lot of guys get bored with MVAs, but I like them. Do you like MVAs?" "Bobby, this is so much fun, talking surgery with you," Mulder said, "but we have to talk about John Newbold. You have to help me show that he's the one who's breaking stuff." "Not Newbold, not exactly," Bobby said. "His spirit. You know what I mean?" "No," Mulder said. "Please explain it to me." "My therapist would like that!" Bobby said. "He told me to use that word. Remember to say please." "Bobby!" Mulder said firmly. "Who did it? Was it a ghost? Who broke the sterilizer?" "I suppose you could call it a ghost. I guess if Newbold was dead, you could call it his ghost," Bobby said. "The spirit, whatever you want to call it." "The spirit?" Mulder repeated. Mulder was confident he could get what he needed from Bobby, if he was patient enough. He'd never be able to use Bobby's statements as evidence, but this case was not going to be resolved in a courtroom anyway. "You don't see it, do you? You've seen a lot of things, but this is all around you and you don't see it at all," Bobby said. Bobby was surprised. He had taken Mulder for another like himself. Mulder didn't answer. He thought that Bobby would come to the point faster on his own than if Mulder tried to direct him. Bobby wasn't making much sense, but he was calm and he was trying to be helpful. "The ghost, if that's what you want to call it, the ghost is the part that doesn't die. It's the part that wants to do right," Bobby said. "It wants to do right," Mulder said. "People know what's right," Bobby said. "Maybe not every time, but most of the time. They know, they just don't do it." "They don't do what's right," Mulder said. "It's the ghost that pays. You are dead, but the bad things you did are still there. It's the ghost that's hurt, all dirty instead of pure." Mulder nodded. "The ghost doesn't want to be dirty, no matter how much you're getting paid. You see?" Bobby asked. Mulder was starting to catch on, but he didn't want to interrupt. "What profits it a man to gain the whole world if he should lose his immortal soul," Bobby said. "I didn't make that up." "The spirit is the soul," Mulder said. "The soul strives to do what's good." "The soul. That's the best word for it," Bobby said. "It lives on after you die, but it's with you when you're alive. At least it usually is. Sometimes a Young Soul goes off on its own, like Newbold's did. But usually when you see a Soul, it's an Old Soul. When you die, it doesn't die. Some of it remains." "Bobby, let's see if I got this. John Newbold's soul left his body because he was making it impure. It broke the equipment to stop him from doing what was bad," Mulder said. "My therapist said to only to tell people I could trust," Bobby said. "Don't tell people who won't understand, or people who would try to hurt me." "I won't try to hurt you," Mulder said. "I will try to understand." "I can talk to souls. They can talk through me." Bobby looked at Mulder, waiting for his reaction. Mulder said nothing. "I'm going to prove it," Bobby said. "I'll get someone to talk to you." Mulder turned away and sighed. He'd been following along with Bobby's claims, but this last assertion was too much, too pathetic and unbelievable. "I haven't spoken with Elvis in a while," Mulder said, judging correctly that Bobby would overlook the barb. "No, can't. It's got to be someone with a connection," Bobby said. "Elvis didn't pay his phone bill?" Mulder asked. "Phone bill? No. Someone with a connection to you," Bobby explained patiently. "How about my mother?" Mulder asked. That would be a cute trick. Bobby would put on a big show of channeling Mulder's mother, and she wasn't even dead. Bobby's face went blank and then he looked perplexed. "I tried. Nothing," he said. "I got Marty. But he can't stay long. And he doesn't want you to follow him back." "Hi, Marty! How are you! What's it like on the other side?" Mulder said with forced joviality. "You gotta promise. He wants you to promise," Bobby said. "Drop it, Bobby, this is stupid," Mulder said. "And if you pull any of this crap on Scully, I'll break your arm." He could just see Scully in tearful communion with her sister, totally fooled by Bobby's nonsense. Bobby nodded, a deep, slow flexion of the neck that seemed very different from the jerky head-bob he'd been using till now. Very different, but somehow familiar. "Strange, so strange after all this time. This isn't a good idea, Fox. The dead should stay dead." The words were coming from Bobby, but it wasn't Bobby's usual nasal drone. This act would be pure hokum if someone else was doing it, but Bobby seemed to be incapable of guile. "Bobby, who is it? Who are you talking to?" Mulder asked. He wondered why he'd been so quick to dismiss the idea of a ghost. It wasn't as if he'd never seen one. He remembered the Blessing Way ceremony the Navajos had used to save his life, how he'd been able to talk to his father and Deep Throat. Scully was certain that a ghost was involved in the sabotage. Was that why he'd been so sure that there was no ghost? "How did you bring me here?" Bobby's voice definitely sounded different. "If you're who you say you are, prove it," Mulder said. "Don't give me these vague clichés." "I know you're upset, Fox, but you will not speak to me in that tone." "If you're my grandfather, prove it. Say something only he would know," Mulder said. This was hard; part of him really wanted it to be his grandfather. "Remember visitor's day at sleep-away camp? You were crying for me to take you home, but you ended up having a good time. There was a baseball game that afternoon. You hit a double. Then you dropped your watermelon, and I had to get you another slice." "Stop it, Bobby," Mulder said. He knew Bobby didn't understand how painful this was for him. Bobby didn't really understand pain. But this had to be an act. "I explained to you why your folks couldn't make it. You understood, didn't you?" "You bought me my first suit," Mulder said. "Describe it." "Indeed I did, but that was your own fault. I told you that the Nehru jacket was just a fad. But you wore it well, Fox, you looked like a perfect little gentleman." Mulder smiled, even though he'd been outraged when his grandfather had said it thirty years ago. The more so when Samantha had picked up the phrase. "Where's Samantha? Is she with you?" Mulder asked. "Samantha is all right, Fox. But things don't always work out the way you'd like them to." Mulder felt a chill. For minutes at a time he believed he was talking to his grandfather, but then it would hit him again; this wasn't possible. He wanted to pull of the road, but there was no place to do it here. "I wish you would have visited me. I wanted to show you Stonehenge," Mulder said very quietly. "I wanted you to get settled at college first, make some friends. I didn't know I had so little time." Bobby's speech was usually flat and nasal, but now he was speaking with a good deal of warmth. Mulder had been lonely and miserable those first months at Oxford. And the old man had always wanted to see Stonehenge. But he'd turned down Mulder's invitation, saying he'd think about it for next year. He'd sent a light, breezy note full of questions about how Mulder was spending his time, full of suggestions about keeping busy. Mulder signaled a right turn. There was a rest area up ahead. Gas. Food. Sanitary facilities. Need to get off the road. Take a deep breath. "Grandpa, there's something I've been wondering about?" Mulder said after a few minutes. The old man might have some clue about his paternity, Mulder was thinking, although he'd be very offended by the question. "Gone." Bobby said. "Gone? Just like that?" Mulder asked angrily. "Eyes on the road, Fox. Hands on the wheel," Bobby said, but in his own voice. "He said that?" Mulder asked. "I think it means for you to pay attention to your driving," said Bobby. Bobby said no more and Mulder drove in silence, pulling into the rest area and parking the car. Bobby followed him into the building to the water fountain, watching as he got a long drink. "Snack bar," said Bobby. "Crab cakes." Bobby loved the drive to Winthrop. So many treats. Mulder shrugged, and they went into the food service area. Mulder sat at a table and let Bobby fend for himself. The man could repair a perforated bowel; he could probably find a way to get food from a snack bar. The episode in the car left Mulder unsettled. Too bad Scully wasn't here. She would help him sort this out. "Mulder, I asked you to about your grandfather last night. That triggered your memories. At the same time, you are investigating acts of vandalism that may have been perpetrated by a ghost. Naturally the two concepts commingled in your thoughts, and you experienced the presence of your grandfather as a ghost." That's what Scully would say. Or maybe: "Because Robert Zurago has only a limited appreciation of human interaction, he has developed a compensatory mechanism that allows him access to some of the inner mental processes of others. Thus he was able to construct a version of your grandfather that would of course appear to you to be authentic." But wait. This was the new Scully, the ghost advocate. Here's what she'd tell him: "The entity displays behavior consistent with your grandfather's. He exhibits warm feelings toward you but fears that by offering you too much support he will prevent you from forging ahead on your own. This would explain why he has not appeared to you in the past, particularly during the Navajo ceremony, when he had reason to feel that you might choose not to live." He thought it over. He didn't know what Scully would say. Worse, he didn't know what *he* would say. "Darndest thing happened, Scully. Remember just yesterday when you asked me about my grandfather?" Or: "I had a strange experience earlier and I'd appreciate your insight." Or would he whine? "He's my grandfather, Scully. How come he'll only talk to me through Bobby?" Enough of this. He would call Scully and then he'd know what each of them would actually say. He patted himself down, looking for his cellular. He didn't have it. He had left it in the car. ##### Basketball Therapy, 9/12 by Kel, ckelll@hotmail.com Disclaimer, etc., with part 1 Donald Lovelace was a dangerous and desperate man with very little left to lose. If Mulder thought his adversary was just a publicity-loving businessman, he was badly mistaken. Scully had to find a way to warn him. Mulder's cell phone was on, but he was not responding. Maybe Mulder was with Bobby, playing basketball in the playground. Scully wanted to call the deli, but she didn't know the number or even the name. Danny took less than a minute to find it by location. It wasn't a difficult accomplishment, but Scully thanked him profusely. Mrs. Fishman at the deli told Scully that "the boys" had gone for a drive, wouldn't be back until dinnertime. Bobby had left his basketball at home. Scully had to let Mulder know that he was up against something more than the misguided vanity of Newbold and Lovelace. This was a larger conspiracy, one that might very well have some backing from the State Department. She called Alice Cardin. "I can't reach Mulder," she said. "Agent Luskin and I are driving to the Chesapeake Medical Center. I'm sure that's where he's gone. Can you authorize us?" Of course Scully was going with or without the approval, but it would make a big difference to Jerry Luskin. "I got you into this," said Cardin. "I'll go with you." They assembled in the garage and used Cardin's car, a Crown Victoria. "Hey, look. Daylight," said Luskin as Cardin drove the big sedan out of the garage. "I see he doesn't get out much," Cardin said. Cardin and Luskin maintained a lighthearted dialogue for Scully's sake. It would take them a couple of hours to get to the medical center, and until they had some idea what was happening, there was nothing they could do. Scully was not particularly worried. Mulder was probably going to sit down with Newbold and try to get through to him. Try to talk him into retirement, she supposed. Why had Mulder brought Bobby Zurago along? To help him find the black-hand ghost, perhaps to help him talk to it. ************************************************************************ Bobby had used the unplanned rest stop to stoke himself with more fried food and lots of caffeine, but the combination seemed to fortify him. Mulder was calm, forcing himself not to be distracted by parlor tricks and cheap theatrics. He was focused on driving the car and getting to the truth about the entity with the melodramatic name of the black-hand ghost. "Did you know Rose Tarses?" Mulder asked. "She was a patient of Newbold's. She came in originally for gall bladder surgery, but things went wrong. She ended up on life support. Her hand turned black." "I know her." Bobby said. "I did the repeat bowel resection. Wow! Big necrotic bowel. Like this!" He spread his hands to show Mulder an area about the diameter of a grapefruit. "Could she be the one who broke the sterilizing equipment? Did her spirit do it?" "No. Not her. I told you who," Bobby said. "Anyway, I talked to her spirit. It wasn't her." "You talked to her spirit?" Mulder asked. "You saw it?" "In the OR. 'Let me die, let me die.' No, goddamnit. Don't die on me!" Bobby turned toward Mulder. "I hate that! Everyone wants to mess up my work. Nice repair, really nice, and she wants to die!" "But she didn't die," Mulder said. "Didn't die. But that's all she wanted. Didn't care about Newbold. Didn't think about stopping him," Bobby said. Mulder gave it one more shot, for Scully's sake. "What about the black hand, Bob? She had a black hand and the spirit had a black hand," he said. "Silly," Bobby said dismissively. "Spirits aren't like that. Spirits don't have bodies." Bobby was amused, Mulder realized. Maybe for the first time in his life. "Yeah, pretty silly of me," Mulder agreed. "Then how did the spirit get a black hand?" "From inside. From what he did." Bobby nodded. "Yeah. Newbold made it like that. The spirit doesn't like it. They want to be clean, you know. Most of them." "Can the spirit talk to Newbold? Make him stop?" Mulder asked. "Could you ask the spirit to try?" He wondered if Bobby would find this funny too. "You really don't understand, do you? That's why the spirit left him. It couldn't make him stop," Bobby said. "Can I ask you something?" "Go ahead." "Who are you? Why are you doing this? And what's your name?" Mulder got Bobby clear on these details, or at least clear enough. Then he returned to his own line of questioning. "You said the spirit came out of Newbold because it couldn't make him stop operating. And you told me that Newbold was a man divided. Then the spirit is his good side, right? Is that how it works?" Mulder asked. "The spirit is forever, see. Newbold keeps operating, and he gets awards and stuff, and lots of money. But the evil is forever, and the spirit gets stuck with it. So it wants him to stop, and it doesn't want to be with him any more," Bobby said. Mulder had come into this case believing that the "ghost" was Dr. Newbold himself, in a fugue state, and that Bobby's description was fanciful. But it now appeared that Bobby's description was concrete and literal. Scully was right, in a sense. The vandal was indeed a disembodied spirit. *********************************************************************** There was a swarm of activity around the medical center when Mulder and Bobby finally arrived, with a fleet of government-issue Fords in the no-parking zone by the entrance and a crowd of serious-looking men and women spilling out of the lobby. There were passenger vans as well, with wire mesh over the windows, and one of them passed in the opposite direction as Mulder drove on into the parking garage. Bobby recognized two of the occupants. "Fat Victor and Hassan," he said. "They clean the OR. Where are they going? They have to clean the OR." Bobby's gaze darted in all directions as he walked from the garage to the hospital. Mulder approached one of the dark-suited men in the entranceway, displayed his credentials, and asked him what was going on. "INS," he said. "Illegals all over, working in the labs, the kitchen, maintenance. Hell of an operation they have going here." Bobby felt threatened by the mob of somber civil servants, and he looked so furtive as he walked into the building with Mulder that one of the Immigration and Naturalization Service agents stopped him. "It's okay, Bobby," Mulder said. "Show him your driver's license." The proffered document attested to Bobby's citizenship, and the Immigration man returned it and let him pass. "Who's going to clean the operating room?" Bobby asked Mulder. "Gotta clean it in between cases." Bobby's concern was well-founded. The OR suite had ground to a halt. Other vital services were also suspended. Meals were not prepared or delivered. Linen was in short supply. Down in the chemistry lab, a lone technician was able to keep up with the work flow for the first time in twelve years, but only because there were no transport personnel to bring specimens to the laboratories. Besides the people who'd been netted by the INS, many had simply jumped ship to avoid capture. Some who were caught in the round-up were not illegals at all; Fat Victor, for example, had been born in Baltimore. A number of doctors had also chosen to make themselves scarce, although all of them were native-born or adequately documented. With rumors flying, they thought they were fleeing a raid by the IRS. Some were phoning their money managers, reviewing the right and wrong answers in case anyone should question them about their investments, or domiciles, or expenses, or employes. Others were calling their accountants, instructing them to amend their old returns. Mulder strode calmly through the chaos, his jittery sidekick in tow. But when Bobby realized where they were heading, he balked. "No," he told Mulder. "I don't do kids." "You don't have to do anything," Mulder said. "I'm just going to visit." "No!" Bobby said again, his voice rising. "I won't go there. I'll wait here." Leaving Bobby on his own seemed ill advised, but Mulder had to check on baby Adam. There was a waiting area outside the pediatric unit, with a television and some magazines. The TV was showing an instructional video for people with diabetes. Bobby sat himself in a plastic chair and folded his hands in his lap, trying to show Mulder that he would behave himself and stay out of trouble. "You'll wait right here?" Mulder asked him. If he went wandering he'd probably get deported. "Yeah," said Bobby. He waved his hand toward the TV. "Breast self-exam is next." Mulder hoped for the best and entered the children's ward. The nurse he had met yesterday stopped him before he could get in to see the baby. "You're going to find him a lot crankier today," she said. "He's not being fed, and he had a rough night." She was sparing Mulder the details: Adam was scheduled for abdominal surgery, and that required his bowel to be empty. "You can visit with him for a while, but then you're going to have to go to work." "What?" Mulder asked. "We have specimens that need to be delivered to the lab. We have doctors' orders to go to pharmacy and meds to be picked up. You're drafted." She gave him a look of authority that didn't quite hide her desperation. Mulder gave a little shrug of acquiescence. The nurse got the baby settled into Mulder's arms. There was no feeding running in to his stomach this time, but there was clear tubing connected to some IV device near his neck. "Here's the call bell," the nurse said. "I'm not sure when I'll get back to you, so ring if you need something. If you put him back in the crib, make sure you pull up the side rail." She left them alone. Adam had cried himself out that morning, and even the shuddering whimpers had subsided. He looked at Mulder with abject misery. He started to suck on his hand, managing to get all his fingers in his mouth. Comforted a little, he took the hand out of his mouth and reached to place it on Mulder's neck. Then he put his other hand in his mouth. The baby seemed calmer, but his face was still pinched with worry. Mulder held him a little closer. "Your mommy's coming," he whispered. "Mommy's going to be here." Adam gave no sign of comprehension. The nurse came back with a bag and a couple of small cans. "His surgery is definitely canceled for today. I'm going to give him a feeding," she said. Mulder held the baby while the bag of formula dripped into his gut. Adam could tell that his fast was over and seemed to relax. He tangled his wet fingers into Mulder's hair and pulled vigorously. After the feeding the nurse got Adam settled in his crib and sent Mulder off to run errands. Mulder went to collect Bobby from the waiting area, but he was gone. ************************************************************************ Donald Lovelace had been in tight spots before, he told himself. He was a survivor. It would take more than the Justice Department to intimidate him. He'd gotten off to a very bad start today when he'd lost his cool on the phone. The bureaucratic drone was just doing a routine background check on a job applicant, but Lovelace had heard "FBI" and assumed that those two arrogant smart-asses were trying to pressure him again. Fox Mulder and Dana Scully, self-appointed guardians of poor baby Adam Krzyzewski, boo-hoo. Well, he knew their names, he knew their social security numbers, and he knew that Mulder was going to have to start carrying cash, because of a dirty little trick Lovelace had done with his credit cards. And Scully was next, but first she'd be getting a big shipment from the Home Shopping Network. He could handle the FBI, all right, but this INS thing was serious. Too many people knew that he was the mastermind, the brains behind an ambitious plot to sell entrance into the land of opportunity to desperate foreigners, and to sell cheap labor to unscrupulous employers. Too many people knew; at least one of them would betray him. It was time for Donald Lovelace to disappear. Time for a lifeless body to be found, head and hands damaged beyond identification. But they'd have no trouble identifying the shattered remains as Donald Lovelace because the body would be carrying plenty of ID and an engraved wedding band. There would be no reason to employ sophisticated forensics. Donald Lovelace would be dead, and ready for a fresh start. He had to plan this carefully. As carefully as he had the last time. He ordered his secretary to hold all his calls, but the phone rang anyway. It was a special number he rarely used, and it was not routed through his secretary's system. He picked it up and paused before speaking. "Yes," he said at last. "Donald, it's Newbold. I heard you're bringing the baby's mother over, his whole family. Donald, you can't do that," Dr. Newbold said. I don't need this crap, not now, Lovelace thought. In fact, I have no further use at all for John Newbold. "It's a done deal, John, learn to live with it," Lovelace said. "I'm busy--good-bye." "Donald, you know that the surgeon's work is as much art as science, a matter of faith as well as skill," Newbold intoned. "The child's family will react to his current condition with inappropriate concern, and they will show him, in a hundred subtle ways, that they expect him to die. These signals, so intangible, have a measurable effect on outcome, with increased morbidity--" "Good God, Newbold, shut up! If you pile it any deeper those FBI agents will come back to investigate!" Lovelace had done his homework. He knew that Mulder and Scully were some-time manure inspectors. "You've lost me, Don. But as I was saying--" Lovelace cut him off again. "Newbold, I don't know who you think you're talking to. But I know you're a rotten surgeon. That's why I picked you, Newbold, and that's why you had to go along with me. Oh, you always had an excuse. There was always some obscure reason your patients did so badly, some unsuspected medical condition that had nothing to do with your surgery. They dropped like flies and it was never your fault." "I'll call back," said Newbold. "I can see you're having a bad day." "You would have been bounced out of Chesapeake years ago, but I protected you. And you came through for me, John. You never turned down a referral," Lovelace said. "And I never will," Newbold said. "Every patient deserves a chance, no matter how remote." Lovelace was about to hang up when he thought of a way that he might make use of Newbold one last time. "John, what's it like at the medical center now? Still a lot of confusion? Have the immigration agents left yet?" He leaned back in his chair while Dr. Newbold gave him the details he needed. ************************************************************************ Mulder dropped off a handful of blood tubes at Specimen Receiving, being sure to use the special bin for the ones that had to be run "stat." Unfortunately, the "stat" tech had been removed by the INS, and only routine labs were being processed. Next he went to pick up medications at the pharmacy. He dropped the order sheets in a wire basket and started to poke through a huge pile of plastic bags to locate the drugs for the pediatric unit. His friend from yesterday spotted him, the pharmacist who had given him the pills Bobby had prescribed. "Hi," she said. "How did those tablets work?" She had been planning to call him up that evening to ask if the medicine had helped. She had his phone number; she'd explained to him that she couldn't very well give him pills without knowing his full name and phone number. "Hi, Kathy," Mulder said. "The pills worked fine. Thanks." The pharmacist was staring at him, and Mulder told himself it was because of the dried plaster on his pants. He picked up the bag marked "16 North" and was about to leave. "It would be a big help if you could deliver all these meds," the pharmacist said. She remembered his name, Fox William Mulder. Maybe his friends called him Bill. He looked damn fine yesterday, in that expensive suit, but today he was wearing some ratty old pants and a leather jacket and he still looked damn fine. "Okay," Mulder said. He owed her, after all. Normally, the people who transported pharmacy orders to the hospital wards were supplied with carts, but Mulder didn't have one. Kathy shoved the whole load into a couple of trash bags for him, and he slung them over his shoulder like Santa Claus. "Anything good in here?" Mulder asked. The pharmacist shook her head sadly. Every time she met a cute guy, it turned out he was just after her drugs. The two bags were unimaginably heavy. Mulder found an abandoned wheelchair and used it to haul the heavier of the two, but he was still struggling when Bobby came running up to him. "Mr. Lovelace is here!" he said with unaccustomed excitement. "He wants to talk to you. Maybe he'll give me my job back!" "What's he doing here?" Mulder asked. "Who cares?" said Bobby. "Come with me." But Mulder said they had to deliver the meds first, and Bobby scowled at him before accepting the garbage sack and carrying it across his back as Mulder had. Bobby pointed out that they could get the deliveries done more quickly if they split up, but Mulder shook his head. As they progressed from floor to floor, Mulder noticed that Bobby was greeted many times, and mostly with friendliness. Bobby was accepted here. "Hey, Doctor Z, how they hangin'?" a tall, bearded guy asked him. "They're hanging well, thanks for asking," Bobby answered. "Yours?" Therapy had worked wonders for Bobby's social skills. The meds were distributed at last. "Please," said Bobby. "Please come talk to Mr. Lovelace." Mulder thought it was poor strategy to talk to Mr. Lovelace now. Lovelace had capitulated to the demand that he fly Adam's mother and father into the country, but he was probably still resentful about it. Mulder wanted to steer clear of Lovelace for today, not seek him out and ask him for another concession. But Mulder had enlisted Bobby's assistance by suggesting that he might be able to restore Bobby's hospital privileges, and he was obligated to make the attempt. "Where is he?" Mulder asked. "The OR. He's waiting for you in room three," Bobby said. "He's in the OR?" Mulder asked. "Don't you find that strange?" Bobby thought it was very strange. But so many things were strange. Mulder was the strangest of all. Bobby had met him on Saturday, and they'd had a great game, the kind Bobby loved, aggressive and physical. Bobby had exercised his newly learned social skills and Mulder had gone back to the deli with him. But Mulder's only interest in life was the Chesapeake Medical Center. They'd talked about it Saturday, until Bobby began to suspect that he was being tested for unprofessional conduct. Then Mulder had come back on Sunday, and Bobby had to wear a suit and talk about the medical center some more. Mulder had showed up again today. Bobby thought that was truly peculiar, but his mother-in-law had thought it was delightful. "You have a new friend, Robert," she told him. "Now you get dressed and get out there." Bobby wondered if he would have to see his new friend every single day. When Mulder suggested one-on-one and then horse, Bobby had felt wiggy with distaste. He liked to slam around the court, dribbling if necessary, knocking down anyone who didn't get out of his way. He was hopeless at shooting; no matter how hard he hurled the ball against the backboard, it wouldn't go in. His passes were pretty good, he thought, but not many players had the savvy to get themselves in place to catch them. Then Mulder had proposed the trip to Winthrop, and Bobby had to remind himself of what his therapist said: grown-ups do not jump up and down. Bobby did not jump up and down, but he was very happy. Car trips meant fried food. Mulder wanted to spend day after day with Bobby, talking about or visiting the medical center, and that was strange. But this "ghost" business, that was stranger. Bobby's therapist spent about ten minutes of each session drilling him on social interactions, but the rest of the time was devoted to what the therapist called "reality check." He encouraged Bobby to rely on his wife and his mother-in-law for cues about his own behavior. He warned Bobby not to reveal his more bizarre observations, at least not to the wrong people. Telling everyone about Newbold's spirit had been a big mistake, and Bobby was still paying the price for it. Not everyone saw the world the way Bobby did, his therapist said, and those things that Bobby saw differently should be shared only with people he knew wouldn't hurt him, or other people who saw as he did. At first Bobby thought that Mulder did see the world the way he did. But now he realized that while Mulder knew about the shadowy entities that coexist with the creatures of flesh, he could not actually see them. Only if someone gave the Old Souls a voice could Mulder hear them, unless they were the rare kind that were able to materialize. Mulder stumbled blindly through the world, only dimly aware of the spirits that crossed his path. "Bobby! Focus! Why does Mr. Lovelace want to talk to me in the operating room?" Mulder asked again. Bobby didn't know why Mr. Lovelace was using an operating room to conduct his business. But it was just one of so many things that he didn't know. Why did they take away Hassan and Fat Victor? What was the big deal if a woman had to flip down the toilet seat? Why was Mulder so perturbed by the Old Soul in the car, who seemed so nice? "I don't know," Bobby said. "All I know is I saw him there, and he says he wants to talk to you. You said if I came with you maybe I could get my privileges back. But all you want to do is go to the Peds unit and deliver big bags of meds. You ask me about ghosts but you get all weird when the Old Soul wants to talk to you." Bobby's voice was rising and falling like a siren. "You are a bozo shithead!" Bobby turned his face away, in case Mulder was going to hit him, but he did not. Bobby decided to take refuge in the staff lounge, which was usually empty and sometimes had cookies. To Bobby's relief, Mulder didn't follow him. Mulder let him go. The INS guys had cleared out by now, and Bobby seemed to function adequately in this environment. Mulder knew he had to go to the OR, whatever Lovelace was up to. *********************************************************************** Scully didn't know which was more irritating, her continuing inability to reach Mulder on his cellular or the unending patter of Cardin and Luskin as they tried to distract her. "I asked my daughter why she was telling everyone I worked for the GAO," Luskin was saying. "She said, 'Because when I say FBI, they think you do something interesting.'" "I was a big disappointment at career day myself," Cardin said. "Pat said, 'Why'd you have to tell them you never shot anyone?'" "Oh, yeah, career day. A kid asked me what was the most exciting thing about working for the Bureau, and I started telling him about the new dental plan," Luskin said. "I have to look into that," Cardin said. "Pat is definitely going to need braces." "Oh, are you in for it," Luskin said. "Jenny just got hers off." "I had to have braces," Cardin said. "I hated them. How about you, Luskin?" "Never needed braces," Luskin said. "Did you have braces, Scully?" "Yes, I had braces," she answered. Would they never shut up? She tried again on the cell phone. Wireless communication inside Chesapeake Medical Center was always problematical. In certain areas of the hospital, like the OR and Radiology, lead shielding made even pagers inoperative. In most other areas, cellular phones would function, but in areas with high activity in electronic monitoring, service was sporadic. This time the call went through. "Mulder," Scully said with relief. "Where are you?" "Chesapeake Medical," Mulder said. "Adam's surgery is canceled for today." "Good," said Scully. "Mulder, there's something you need to know. There's more going on there than botched surgeries and inflated egos. There's heavy trafficking in illegal aliens." "Thanks for the tip," Mulder said, "but I figured that out when I saw all those INS agents and buses. They swarmed through here like the black plague." "Oh, nice image," said Scully. "But Mulder, what I want to tell you is that Donald Lovelace is the ringleader. Apparently he's a very dangerous man." She waited for Mulder to respond. "Mulder? Damnit!" The connection was lost. She didn't know if Mulder had gotten her warning. She redialed, but she could not get through a second time. She tried again, then flipped the phone shut. "INS raided the hospital," Scully told Luskin and Cardin. "Lovelace must have gotten the aliens placed in jobs there after he brought them in." "Luskin, take my phone," Cardin said. "Get hold of INS and see what they got. Maybe Lovelace is already in custody." Cardin had never mastered the art of calling and driving. Luskin didn't even have a cell phone. Mercifully, Luskin got down to business. There was no more prattle about orthodontia. *********************************************************************** Chesapeake Medical Center was disintegrating before Mulder's eyes. The structure held, but routines were abandoned as surgeries, tests, and procedures were canceled or postponed indefinitely. Patients who could be safely discharged were sent home and patients who were scheduled for admission were advised not to come. Ambulances were diverted to other institutions. Where possible, patients too ill for discharge were transferred elsewhere. Mulder decided to look in on Adam before going down to the OR to talk to Lovelace. He wouldn't have time for singing or feeding, but it would only take a minute to have a look. The crib was gone. The baby was gone. The clear fluid that had been infusing through the IV near his collarbone was now dripping slowly onto the floor. Mulder rushed out into the hallway to find someone to tell him where the baby had been taken. He employed his usual method of asking everyone he saw, and finally a woman with a ponytail told him that the baby had been wheeled out by Dr. Newbold himself. She even knew where they were going, because Dr. Newbold had used a hall phone to call for an express elevator and had screamed his head off when he learned he would have to wait. Newbold was taking the baby to the operating room. All roads lead to the truth, Scully had said. Today all roads lead to the OR. If Mulder had known that the operating room suite was impenetrable by cell phone, he would have tried to give Scully a call before getting in the elevator. ##### Basketball Therapy 10/12 by Kel, ckelll@hotmail.com Disclaimer, etc. with part 1 The Crown Victoria was pushing the speed limit now. Nothing had changed, but somehow the occupants of the car had a growing sense of danger. ASAC Cardin glanced from the road to the instrument panel, her attention divided between the speedometer and the gas gauge. Jerry Luskin had to pee. When he'd loaded up on two big cups of coffee that morning, he hadn't known he'd be serving on a rescue mission to Winthrop, Maryland. And maybe it wouldn't turn out to be a rescue mission-there was no real reason to believe that Mulder was in trouble. He was out of communication, that was all. The two women in the front seat were locked in serious conversation. Cardin wanted to bring in some more manpower. They didn't know what kind of situation they'd be walking into, and reinforcements couldn't hurt. Scully disagreed. She said there were only a few times you made things better by bringing in more guns, and they didn't know yet if this would be one of them. This would not be a good time to request a rest stop. Luskin used Cardin's phone to try again to call Mulder. Ironically, the only reason he even knew Mulder's number was from that time when Mulder had gone on a taco run and forgotten to ask Luskin if he wanted anything. The call went through, but the heavy static on the line turned the triumph into a defeat. Luskin could hear just enough to recognize Mulder's voice. Mulder heard nothing but crackles. "Agent Cardin," Luskin said, "perhaps you could drive faster." Scully turned to give him a smile of misplaced gratitude. Luskin wanted Mulder to be all right, but first on his mind was the bathroom. ************************************************************************ Mulder entered the OR suite through the locker room. He passed the booking office and came to the first OR room. Number five. He continued and found room three. There was a glass panel in the door. Staying to the left of the door, he looked through. Newbold was there, talking on a phone against the right wall. Lovelace was there too, and the metal crib, probably with Adam in it. There were other people too, men that Mulder didn't recognize. Armed men. What was going on in there? He had just drawn his weapon when the doors swung open on the two OR rooms to either side of number three, and Mulder was effectively surrounded. Two men on the right, another two on the left, all carrying weapons. He had checked Room four when he passed it, and it had been empty. But each room had a rear door as well as a front door, and Mulder had walked into a trap. Outgunned and outnumbered. His natural state, he thought angrily. Maybe he should take up kick-boxing; Jean-Claude Van Damme would have no trouble getting past these guys. And what a sorry-looking bunch they were. They looked tired and sad. One of them wore a maroon-colored scrub suit, one had on tan coveralls, and two were dressed like ice cream men. "Fellas," he said, flashing what he hoped was an ingratiating smile, "you don't want to shoot me." None of them answered him, but neither did they advance on him. "Let's just put these away." He reholstered his weapon. The others nodded, surrounded him, grabbed him by the arms, and walked him into OR Room three. Lovelace fixed him with a malicious sneer. "Agent Mulder," he said. "Just what the doctor ordered." Mulder's entourage dragged and shuffled him into a chair. Lovelace took a wide roll of white surgical tape and rolled it across the floor in Mulder's direction. "Donald, I think my work here is done," John Newbold said. "You have your FBI agent, you have the baby, and you have your? volunteer corps?" He flourished his hand at the gunmen in an ironic salute. "Shut up, John. I'll still need you to set up that contraption on the baby," Lovelace said. "And I don't suppose you have any knowledge of foreign languages." "Of course I do," said Newbold. "I'm a Latin scholar." "I was hoping for something that would bring some clarity to this tower of Babel," Lovelace said. The reluctant gunmen under his command were the illegal aliens who had been overlooked in the INS sweep. Lovelace had assembled them for a suicide mission. Their job was to instigate a shoot-out. He had promised green cards for their families as payment. "You're making too much of this," Newbold said. He walked up to the man in coveralls and read the name embroidered over his chest. "Iggie," he said, offering his hand. Iggie shook. "Okay, what do you want to tell him?" "I want to be sure that Agent Mulder will remain seated," Lovelace said. "Use the tape." "Him. Sit in chair," Newbold told Iggie. "Take tape--tie to chair." Mulder was not comforted by the fact that he'd been captured by imbeciles. It only made things more unpredictable and dangerous. He still had his gun, but it wouldn't be very useful to him with his hands taped behind him. And that tape was going to hurt like hell coming off, but maybe he was being too optimistic. He had not looked at the crib. He had a sick feeling that the baby had been brought here to coerce his cooperation Iggie picked up the tape from the floor. He and Mulder exchanged looks of resignation. "Donald, why don't we use his handcuffs?" Newbold said. "Handcuffs, sure," said Lovelace. "The FBI agent was captured by a cadre of radical illegal aliens, and they used his own handcuffs to imprison him. Beautiful!" Mulder flipped back his jacket so Iggie could find the cuffs more easily. If Iggie had to look for the handcuffs, he would undoubtedly find the gun and possibly the extra key. Of course, Iggie knew he had a gun, Iggie had seen him shove it back in the holster. "Are you ready for the baby?" Newbold asked, once Mulder's hands were restrained. "You can get it set up," said Lovelace. "Now I need to pick someone to be me." He walked among the emigrants, evaluating them for stature and bulk. He was counting on a big enough explosion and fire that skin color wouldn't matter. "How about you, big guy? I'll throw in a nice bonus for your wife." The big guy nodded his consent. He had never expected to live this long; not many people did, in Rwanda. "Now, you've got to be at ground zero," Lovelace said. "But first, I have some goodies for you." Lovelace gave him a shopping bag of his own clothing. "You put this on, then I'll give you the jewelry and papers." When the man was dressed, Lovelace led him to the OR table. "Here you go, nice soft place for you to take a rest." The man sat on the edge of the table, then lay down. "I need another volunteer, someone brave who wants to help his family," Lovelace announced. He selected a short, older man, most likely because he wore a name tag. "You, Sadik," he said, "you stand right here, next to the OR table." The man stood there, his face blank. "Now, when they open the door, you take your gun and you shoot at this thing," Lovelace said. The man nodded slowly. Lovelace wanted him to shoot at the anesthesia machine, a device used to deliver concentrated oxygen and other gases, some of them quite volatile The machine would explode. Everyone in the room would die. The charred and shattered remains of the Rwandan would be identified as Donald Lovelace. Mulder understood all that. The emigrants knew they were doomed. Lovelace had somehow bought their cooperation, most likely by threatening their families. The purpose of this scene was to provide a way for Lovelace to escape judgment. Why did Adam have to be here? Why couldn't Lovelace let him live until tonight, when his parents would arrive? And what was Newbold doing to him? Newbold and the baby were behind him, and all Mulder knew was that Adam did not sound overly perturbed. "Come on, Newbold, bring the baby around and explain this device to Agent Mulder," Lovelace said. "Mr. Mulder, the INS agents have gone home for the day. I'll need you to bring them back, or whatever armed police force you prefer. A SWAT team is fine, riot squad, whatever. Call your bigmouth girlfriend and make it happen." "Sure, give me the phone," said Mulder. "Happy to oblige." Lovelace slapped him across the face, a hard, open-handed slap that started about a yard away and landed with enough momentum to slam Mulder's head around. Lovelace hadn't planned on doing that, but he enjoyed it. "Now, Mr. Mulder, let's try again," Lovelace said. "You call Agent Scully and convince her to send in some gun-happy team to end this hostage situation. You tell her that my disgruntled aliens are holding me hostage. They're going to kill me. Your reward is this: you can save her life. Convince her not to come in with the SWAT team and she'll live long enough to weep over your lifeless carcass." "Oh, I don't like that part," said Mulder, finding it difficult to be flippant with his ear ringing and his face pounding. "Maybe you'll be very lucky," said Lovelace. "Maybe you'll make it out of here. Chesapeake has a pretty good burn unit." "Something to look forward to," said Mulder. Difficult, but not impossible. "Here's what happens if you don't succeed. John, why don't you demonstrate," Lovelace said. Newbold wheeled the crib directly in front of Mulder. Adam was calm and content, his bright gray eyes looking all around him. He reached up when he saw Mulder. Adam wasn't troubled by the foil-backed pad stuck to his chest, or the one on his back, or the wires that lead from those pads to a defibrillator. Adam was used to having sticky pads on his body. "Do you know what this is?" Newbold asked. Mulder shook his head, no longer flippant. "The foil pads are like defibrillator paddles, understand? This device is used for patients prone to dangerous arrhythmias. They can be defibrillated at the touch of a button. Quite a life-saver," Newbold said. "Now, I'm not going to defibrillate him. That could kill him, and then what would I do? Fortunately, these same pads can be used as an external pacemaker. They can send small electrical impulses. Life-saving for patients who need it, but even then, somewhat uncomfortable. Would you like to see what happens at ten milli-amps?" Newbold was setting the dial. "Not especially," said Mulder casually. Overall, the baby would suffer least if Mulder could convince these bastards of his own indifference. Newbold turned a dial. Adam's whole chest began to twitch, and his expression turned from attentive and curious to pensive and then to open-mouthed, bawling despair. Newbold turned the machine off, but Adam's sobs continued. "You are a very bad man," the Rwandan said quietly. Newbold didn't respond. How could this savage possibly understand the pressures he was under, the forces that drove him? "Ready now?" asked Lovelace. "Ready to make that phone call?" "It's a little hard to push the speed-dial button," Mulder said. He was sitting very still. He felt an absolute need to kill these bastards, but they were not going to see him struggling against the handcuffs. "Your cell phone won't work in here," Newbold said. "Unlock the handcuffs and let him use the wall phone He's not going to run now because he knows what will happen to the baby." Mulder shrugged his jacket back a little on his shoulders after he was released to make sure that his gun was concealed. Clearly Newbold and Lovelace did not know that he was armed. He walked over to the phone, passing close to the crib but not looking at it. He picked up the telephone receiver and started to key in the number. "Speaker phone. I want to hear this," Lovelace said. "No," said Mulder. "This may be the last time I talk to her. No speaker phone, or you can make your own damn call yourself." This could indeed be the last time he would ever speak to Scully. Unless he could make her understand, it probably would be. "Suit yourself, Spooky. I'm really not interested in your pillow talk anyway. But know this: if she doesn't send in some heavy artillery in the next fifteen minutes, that baby's going to pay," said Lovelace. The banker had indeed done his homework, but his most useful weapon against Mulder had come to him by accident, via Newbold, via the nursing staff. Fox Mulder had a soft spot for the kid. ************************************************************************** "How much further?" Luskin asked. He was in his own world now, a world of discomfort and pressure and pain. His bladder was going to burst. "We're about ten minutes away," Cardin said, "Agent Scully, I'm sorry, but I'll have to stop for gas. Bad planning, I know. I'll make it quick." Scully nodded. It couldn't be helped, and they still didn't know for sure that Mulder was in trouble. Cardin pulled into a service station, and Luskin was out the door before the car stopped moving. Cardin got out too, to pay for and pump the gas. Scully flipped open her phone. She and Luskin had been trying to reach Mulder almost nonstop. Instead of trying yet again, Scully placed a call to the Winthrop police. She asked for Sergeant Phil Wallace, the officer who had questioned her regarding the damage found in the OR suite Friday night. "Wallace," he said in a hoarse singsong. "Sergeant Wallace, this is Special Agent Dana Scully of the FBI." "Special indeed. Too special to give us a heads-up about the INS raid at the hospital," Wallace said. "Sergeant Wallace, I honestly didn't know about the raid until half an hour ago," Scully said. This wasn't starting out well. "But that's all right. Because there was all that groovy evidence you sent me from the crime scene. All the info and insight you provided," Wallace said. "Oh, yeah, there wasn't any." Think, Scully, think. What's the best way to turn this guy around? "Sergeant Wallace, I need the cooperation of the Winthrop Police Department. Is there someone there I can speak with?" Scully asked, trying to sound businesslike but not angry. "You can talk to me, Agent Scully. Just had to get that out," Wallace said. Sensitive people, these Feds, he thought. "Agent Mulder may be in danger," Scully began. "I'm requesting backup at the medical center, but I don't want anyone to take action until it's cleared by-" she was about to say "me," but she caught herself-"you." "Cleared by me?" asked Wallace. "We'll need to stay in close communication," Scully said. Scully finished making arrangements as Luskin and then Cardin got back in the car, and they drove on to the hospital. ************************************************************************ "You better hope your lady gets off the line soon," said Lovelace. "If you can't get through this time, we're going to have to change our arrangement." Mulder was thinking, on the one hand, that he had a gun, while Lovelace and Newbold didn't seem to. On the other hand, he was thinking that firing a gun amid all these canisters of potentially explosive gases, in a room where concentrated oxygen was supplied by pipeline, might not be a good plan. If the line was busy again, Mulder would call Danny at FBI Headquarters and see if he could effect an emergency break-in on Scully's call. But this time the call went through. "Scully." "Dana, it's me," he said. That should tell her something. "Fox, where are you?" She would have to listen carefully. Every word could have a hidden meaning. "I'm in the operating room. The INS didn't arrest all the illegals. The ones who got away are holding Lovelace hostage in OR Room three." "How many are there? Do they have weapons?" Scully asked. Probably someone was monitoring this call. "I can see ten, and yes, they are armed," Mulder said. "Dana, I don't want you coming in with the SWAT team. Promise me, honey." "Fox, why don't you get out of there yourself. Or are you a hostage too?" "I'm going to leave in a few minutes," Mulder said. "Let the boys with the big guns come barreling in, that's the best way to handle it." "You think so?" she asked. Mulder was calling for a SWAT team, and not even mentioning a negotiator. She knew he wouldn't want that, but what exactly did he want? "Dana, remember last night?" Mulder said. "I think that's enough for now," said Lovelace, taking the receiver from Mulder and hanging it up. "We'll give her some time to get a SWAT team out here, then you can chat again. You're a lucky man, Agent Mulder, not everyone has a chance to compose his last words." Adam Krzyzewski, for example, wouldn't have a chance to utter his first. "May I leave now?" Newbold asked Lovelace. "I can show you how to operate the defibrillator, and I'll leave it set in 'pacemaker' mode for you." "You and I will leave together, John, when we hear the SWAT team enter the OR suite. That is the final domino in this grand scheme. That defibrillator is your post, John. You know what to do if Agent Mulder needs a reminder about staying in line," Lovelace said. Mulder might have to let Adam get shocked again, he was thinking. It was a heartbreaking thought, but getting shocked would not be as bad as getting incinerated. "Agent Mulder, in tonight's performance the role of the famous financier and entrepreneur--namely me--will be played by this noble savage. Please tie him onto the operating table," Lovelace said. "I will be inspecting your work, of course." Lovelace took the gun from the Rwandan and Mulder used the straps on the OR table to tie him in place. They exchanged a look full of feeling. Mulder still thought they might both survive, but he could not and would not communicate that hope. Lovelace looked around for something he could use to keep Mulder in place. He needed to have Mulder by the telephone, which was fixed to the wall. Now, if someone could move that rack of oxygen tanks over to the wall, he could handcuff Mulder to the rack. Lovelace was willing to take the chance that some of these men would survive, but Mulder and the Rwandan, those two had to die. The O2 tanks were just the thing to help Mulder do his part. Mulder and Iggie were unable to move the rack of tanks, and even when more men joined the struggle, they had to take the tanks out before they could get the rack to budge. Mulder didn't have to help move the tanks back into their spots, because by then the rack was against the wall next to the phone, and Mulder was handcuffed in place. And damn it to hell, Lovelace had found and removed his weapon and the spare handcuff key. "Call your honey," Lovelace said. "Let's see if baby Adam has to sizzle again." Mulder punched in the number. This was it. Do or die, literally. "Scully," she said, her voice tight with tension. "Hi," said Mulder. "Dana, did you get that SWAT team out there." His voice was tense too. "Fox, can they hear me?" "No, but they'll hear it when the SWAT team gets close," Mulder said. "That's what we need." "Mulder, do you really want the SWAT team to come in?" Scully asked. "Yes," he said. "Okay," she said, "I'm sending them in." She was barely breathing. "Good. That's good, Dana. They're on their way, right?" "Yes. You want them to storm the hostages, right?" "Let's meet in the Gazebo when this is all over," Mulder said. "The Gazebo? You don't want them to storm the room, do you?" "Great margaritas at the Gazebo, Dana. Remember what that restaurant means to us?" "Of course I do," she said, knowing very well that they'd never been to an establishment with that name. But what exactly was he trying to tell her? "Remember last night, Dana? Remember how you got me to scream?" he asked in a shaky monotone. Lovelace rolled his eyes derisively, but mostly his attention was elsewhere. He was listening for the sound of combat boots in the corridor outside. Lovelace and Newbold were near the back door, waiting to make their escape. Scully knew very well how she got him to scream, or more accurately, to roar like a frustrated grizzly. By taking him just to the point of losing control, and stopping cold. Mulder heard her barking commands at someone on the scene. "They are to stop once they have reached the door to OR Room three. Do not open the door. Do not storm the room. Do not fire, understand, they must hold their fire," she ordered. There was activity in the hallway now, not as much noise as Mulder would have expected, but definitely the scuffle of leather soles in the corridor more accustomed to crepe soles and paper shoe covers. "Exit, stage right," said Lovelace. "Good luck, men, your families will be safe thanks to you. And you will get a chance for revenge against the country that has misused you so badly. As soon as that door opens, you will fire. And Mulder, getting to kill you is the only real consolation in this whole mess." "See you in hell, you bastard," said Mulder. "And you, Newbold, I bet some of your patients are waiting there for you." With the two men gone, Mulder was hoping that someone would unlock his cuffs, but the illegals stood like zombies. The boots were coming closer. Some of them aimed their weapons. Iggie did not. He went to the steel crib and peeled the electrode pads off the baby's chest and back. It must have hurt, because Adam started to cry again. Iggie said something soft and soothing in Polish, and then he addressed the room. "I am not going to shoot," said Iggie. "I cannot save myself, but I do not have to kill." Mulder had the phone to his ear, and he could hear Scully arguing in a panicked voice. "You have to get them the message! They are not to shoot! Tell them there's a baby down there!" She had heard Adam's cries through the phone. "What's going on, Scully?" Mulder asked. "The radios aren't working," Scully said. "We can't change the orders. Mulder, once someone takes the first shot, this will turn into a firestorm. Can you get out, Mulder? Can you take cover?" She was crying. "You won't believe this, Scully," Mulder said quietly. "I think my life really is flashing before my eyes." It was like watching a movie. A dark-haired boy of nine or ten rode his bike up over the front lawn, then tossed it on its side and ran into the house and into the kitchen. He couldn't wait to tell Grandpa that his advice had worked. "Coach said he would give me a second chance!" he shouted happily, throwing his arms around his grandfather's waist. "If I don't say any bad words in practice this week, I can play in the game." "I'm very proud of you, Fox. You handled this all by yourself," said the grandfather, hugging the boy affectionately. He had not always been a model father, and his strained relationship with his own son made these visits awkward, but moments like this made him glad to endure the chilliness. "It would have been easier if you would have talked to him for me," the boy said, releasing his hold and starting to haul himself up on top of one of the kitchen counters. "What in the world are you doing?" asked the sexagenarian. The boy was standing on the counter now and reaching up to get a glass. Who had arranged the cupboards like this, with the tumblers so far out of reach? "I'm thirsty, Grandpa," the boy explained, jumping down and taking his glass to the sink. "I'm not allowed to put my mouth on the faucet or drink from my hands." "I can help you with that, Fox. I'm proud of you when you're independent, but I always want to be there for you when things are over your head." ********************************************************************** Robert Zurago sat in a corner in the staff lounge. There was a big tin of Danish butter cookies and Bobby was eating the pretzel-shaped ones. He seemed to be talking to himself, but no one in the hospital had time to sit in the lounge and observe his behavior. "Both hands. Two black hands now. Does it hurt?" A pause. Then Bobby spoke again. "But no one else can stop him. And you're the one getting hurt." Pause. "You'll be dead forever. I saw the Old Soul again. You'll never get to be an Old Soul. You have to do something." He bobbed his head emphatically. "Find a way." ##### Basketball Therapy 11/12 by Kel, ckelll@hotmail.com Disclaimer, etc., with part 1 Phil Wallace had never led a SWAT team before. And they really weren't a SWAT team, they were a dozen small-town cops in flak jackets. The riot gear had been purchased for them by the Winthrop Bank in a gesture of good corporate citizenship, and Phil had thought at the time that it was a waste of money. He figured that if they ever needed to launch an assault, they would call in the FBI. Funny how things work out. So here he was, about to lead a charge into Chesapeake Medical Center, Winthrop, Maryland's largest employer, in order to rescue Winthrop's most prominent citizen. Donald Lovelace was practically royalty around here. This could be a beautiful thing for Phil's career. Maybe they'd feature him on COPS. The lieutenant had asked for frequent check-ins, and Phil was giving them. The radio didn't work in the elevator, but once Phil and the guys got out, they were yakking away again. "Okay, Bert, we're just at the door," he reported. They were using the same door Mulder had, leading in through the locker room. As they entered the locker room, the radio transmissions turned crackly with static. Phil couldn't make out a word the lieutenant was saying. "Bert, it's no good," he shouted into the radio. "Call me on the cell phone, okay?" Maybe Bert didn't hear him, or maybe Bert thought that would look too yuppie. Either way, no call came in. "Okay, guys, I guess we're on our own," Phil said. "Let's do it." He and the others flipped down the Lucite visors on their helmets and proceeded through the locker room and out into the OR corridor. They shuffled along in their stiff, laced boots, peering into the rooms they passed, straining to hear any sound. "It seems awfully quiet," one of the cops said. "Proceed with caution," Phil answered, and one of his comrades chuckled at the cliché. They crept along, and as they approached OR number three, they grew ever more focused on the danger of their situation. Phil tried to raise his lieutenant on the radio again, without luck, and then he asked Harvey to try on the cell phone. If there was any chance to avoid this confrontation, Phil wanted to know about it. But Harvey couldn't get his phone to work at all. "I guess this is it," Phil said. "I'll go in first-it's only right. I want you to know that I am very proud to have worked with all of you." Suddenly there was so much to say. "Same here, man," said one of his men. "If anything happens to you, and I get out okay, I'm going to do my best to see about your family. That goes for all of you." There were murmurs of agreement from the others. Then came a sound from the operating room, the sound of a baby crying. "What the hell?" asked Phil. He felt something vibrating. His pager. How strange. It was a cheap model, a piece of junk, really, and yet it was working here where the walkie-talkie and the cellular phones had failed. He pulled it out to read the message. CANCEL ASSAULT. GO BACK. MMULDER. "Thank God," Phil whispered. "It's over, guys. Let's go back out and find out what's going on." The retreat was orderly. They would not celebrate until they were safely outside and knew what had happened. They were silent as they walked through the locker room, but as Phil Wallace reached the door, it occurred to him that this was where the static had started and he'd probably be able to radio the lieutenant in another few feet. He paused to pull his transceiver off his belt. Luckily the radio stuck and Phil stood in place jiggling it loose. When the locker room door came flying open, it missed him by a good half an inch. "Stop! Don't go into Room three!" Scully shouted frantically. Unable to reach Phil and the team by radio and cellular phone, she had raced in herself to halt the assault. She held her credentials in one hand and her gun in the other. She'd needed both to get past the various officers securing the area from unauthorized personnel. With both hands occupied, she'd had to kick the door open. "Watch where you're going," said Phil testily. "We got Mulder's message and we're coming out. Sheesh!" "What message?" asked Scully. "What happened? Sergeant, what's going on?" He told her about his beeper and the message not to take over the operating room. "Signed it M. Mulder," Phil said. "That's your partner, right? The guy we're rescuing?" ************************************************************************ "Scully! Scully!" Her phone was dead or something. Mulder didn't know exactly when they'd lost contact, but he'd been standing here dreaming about his grandfather when he could have been saying good-bye to Scully. He was handcuffed to a rack of oxygen tanks in a room that would become an inferno as soon as the door opened. The SWAT team would hear the first shot and start firing. The anesthesia gases would explode, showering the room in debris. The oxygen tanks would rupture, turning into missiles, and they too would explode in great bursts of shrapnel. If he was lucky he would be killed by a shard of metal or crushed by one of the big green tanks in its wild flight. He did not want to suffocate in the smoke or roast alive in the flames. Snap out of it, Fox. You don't have to die. I don't have to die. "We don't have to die," Mulder said. "Listen to me. We can get out of this." "You are wrong," said Iggie. "We must die. That is how we make payment. That is how are families will get green cards." Iggie had the baby in his arms. "We must die, yes, but he does not have to die," said the Rwandan. "Let him go, Ignatius." Iggie looked at the armed and somber men around him. No one voiced an objection. He took the key from his pocket and unlocked Mulder's handcuffs. "You will take the baby," he said to Mulder. "We can all get out," said Mulder, his voice taking on the rough whine he got when his convictions were greater than his ability to communicate them. "You're dying for nothing. Lovelace isn't going to save your families; he doesn't even know your names." "A bonus for my wife, he told me. But he did not ask me her name. The man is right," said the Rwandan. "This is for nothing." "Then it is for nothing," said a short, white, mustached man wearing a disposable white jumpsuit over his khaki clothes. "But when they come in shooting, I will shoot back. I will defend myself." "But if they don't?" asked Mulder. "If they don't fire the first shot?" "I will not shoot first," said the Iraqi. Iggie put Adam back in the crib and unlocked Mulder's handcuffs. Mulder took the key from him and pocketed it with the cuffs. "What about the rest of you?" Mulder asked. "I can get you out alive if you agree not to shoot." One by one the men nodded their agreement. ************************************************************************* When Phil Wallace and his team exited the locker room, they were finally free of the communication vacuum that existed in the entire operating room suite. Wallace radioed for instructions, and the order to retreat was confirmed. "Go back outside," Scully told Wallace, as she herself headed back into the locker room. "Don't go in there," Wallace said. "You're not thinking straight." Scully wasn't planning to enter Room three, her idea was to use the phone in the booking office to call into the room. But before she could explain, the door opened and Mulder emerged. "Here," he said, passing the baby to one of the cops who looked like he might know how to hold one. "Mulder!" Scully said. She hugged him, her face against his chest. He was alive. He was unhurt. He put his arms around her a little woodenly, but he addressed Phil Wallace, talking right over Scully's head. "Does INS have someone on the scene yet?" he asked. "I'm going to get the aliens out, but I want someone to work with them. They deserve a break. This wasn't what it looked like." Mulder spent the next two hours with the Winthrop police and the INS officers, explaining the situation. He would be a key witness against Lovelace, assuming the man was apprehended. The INS agents had taken over a waiting area in the lobby to conduct their business, and the local police were mainly working outside, in front of the building. Jerry Luskin found himself an unoccupied desk in the admitting office, where he took on the considerable burden of handling the paperwork the Bureau would require. Alice Cardin essentially forced her way into the office of the hospital administrator, who emerged forty minutes later to announce his resignation. Scully stuck with Mulder long enough to get a rough idea of what had happened, then went to check on Adam's situation. When she learned that the Helping and Healing Committee held the legal right to make decisions about his medical care, she called in Child Protective Services to terminate that right immediately. She also called the administrator's office, and found herself on the line with ASAC Cardin. Scully wanted to guarantee that Adam's family would be met at the airport and provided with an interpreter. Cardin made a note of it; it was the kind of detail that could easily be overlooked with hell breaking loose all over the hospital. Adam was connected to a big machine when Scully went into his room. One long tube carried blood from his body to the machine, and another brought cleansed blood back into this body. The baby's eyes were open, but he lay very still. "Did you sedate him?" Scully asked the nurse regulating the dialysis machine. "No. I'd be afraid to, with his blood pressure so low," said the nurse. "Anyway, I didn't need to." Scully remembered that Rose Tarses, the woman she'd seen in the morgue with the shriveled, black hand, was also dependent on hemodialysis. She asked the dialysis nurse if she knew Mrs. Tarses "Yeah, I did her," the nurse said. "Newbold sends us a lot of business." Adam was listless and hypotensive, with still a couple of hours to go on his dialysis, but he was probably stable for now. His family was expected to arrive that evening. Scully went back downstairs to join the mainstream of activity. She found Mulder slouched in one of the uncomfortable waiting room chairs, with Sergeant Phil Wallace glowering at him and Agent Luskin talking to Wallace, trying to placate the ruffled police officer. "I was doing him a favor," Wallace complained to Luskin. "I know you were. We appreciate it," Luskin said. "He apologized." "Some apology," grumbled Wallace, glaring at Mulder once more before moving off to more compelling business. "Some favor," said Mulder under his breath. Luskin noticed Scully before Mulder did. "Lovelace has been captured," Luskin told her. "Wallace caught him trying to drive out of the parking garage and arrested him. They're taking him downtown." "That's good," said Scully. "He was preparing to adopt a new identity. We might never have caught him if he'd gotten through the gate." "Tell her the rest," said Mulder angrily. "Please inform Agent Scully of all pertinent information yourself," said Luskin. "I'll be in the admitting office, if you need me, extension thirty-eight thirty." Luskin retreated eagerly. Scully sat down next to Mulder. She's not going to say a word, thought Mulder. She's going to sit there until I tell her. "Lovelace took my gun," he said. "Wallace gave it back to me. All very informal and friendly. 'Here's your gun, pal.' This could really screw up the case against Lovelace." It could be a serious error. The INS case against Lovelace might be weak or strong, but it was sure to be a complicated one, with much of Lovelace's dirty work done by others. The case against Lovelace for taking hostages and threatening a Federal agent was straightforward and virtually airtight, until Wallace tainted it by failing to collect the gun properly. Mulder's anger went beyond that, though. Wallace hadn't thought it through, but his act had been well-intentioned. He wanted to save Mulder the hassle and embarrassment that went with having someone lift your weapon. Why do I even carry a gun? Mulder asked himself. I had a gun and I couldn't protect Adam, I couldn't escape, I couldn't do anything. All I ever do with that gun is lose it. "Sergeant Wallace did that?" Scully asked. "Just gave it back? He's an idiot." She knew there had to be a little more to it than that. Wallace was a seasoned cop and he knew better. Whatever shortcut he'd taken, though, to get the gun back to Mulder without fully processing it, could be the flaw that would break their case. "Do me a favor, Scully. Don't patronize me," Mulder said. Most of the Winthrop cops had left the scene, and INS was also packing it in. As soon as ASAC Cardin was finished, the FBI agents would be able to leave as well. When Scully saw Cardin stepping out of the elevator, she thought their work here was done. Scully was thinking that she would ride back with Mulder. It wouldn't be a fun trip, but maybe Mulder would want to talk. When Robert Zurago raced into the lobby, breathless and agitated, Scully remembered, for the first time in hours, that Mulder had driven him here. Bobby ran to Mulder and started pulling on his arm. "I did it. I did what you said," Bobby told him. "Come and see. He's in the emergency room. Newbold. I did it." "What do you think I told you to do, you freak?" Mulder shouted. "What did you do?" Mulder had made it his business to bring a mental cripple into the case, and he was morally responsible for him. Probably legally responsible as well. Bobby squinted at Mulder, shrugged philosophically, and turned to Scully. "Come and see," he said. "Go ahead, Agent Scully," Cardin said. "We'll wait here." Cardin had "borrowed" Mulder for the week, adding him to her team investigating possible insurance fraud at Chesapeake Medical Center, but she barely knew him. By reputation, she knew, he was a flake and worse. Cardin was not prepared to pass judgment just yet. Mulder couldn't remember saying anything that Bobby could have interpreted as a suggestion to attack Newbold. Bobby was awfully weird, though. And when Newbold had turned on that machine, making Adam cry and twitch, Mulder himself was ready to kill him. Yeah, tough guy, you would have killed him, Mulder thought bitterly. But you were sitting there with your own goddamn handcuffs around your wrists. Why don't you throw those away too? "Agent Cardin, Mulder did not tell Robert Zurago to hurt Newbold," Scully said. "I can assure you of that." "I did not mean to imply that he had," Cardin said wearily. "Both of you go, if that's what you want. Just settle things here so we can leave." "Scully, would you mind taking care of this for me? Wallace can back you up." Mulder said. He felt powerless and incompetent, barely in control of himself, and he didn't want to deal with John Newbold now. Scully looked at him with what he interpreted as pity and went with Bobby. Mulder leaned back in his chair. To Mulder's relief, Cardin made no attempt at small talk. ************************************************************************ Bobby was skipping ahead, then running back to tug on her hand. Sort of like Lassie, Scully thought. She gave up on keeping pace with Bobby; she could do it but it wasn't necessary. She kept him in sight but followed at a distance, her mind almost entirely on Mulder. He had a lot to work through. The overwhelming helplessness of being a hostage, of being forced to bend to the will of someone else's evil intentions, Scully knew that feeling. She knew the rage and even self-loathing that usually followed. She knew how it felt when any move you made could save your life or end it. And all those feelings were magnified when the lives of others were also at stake. Mulder would have to live with those feelings. They would submerge him, and recede, and then submerge him again. The passage of time was your biggest ally in the painful process. Tomorrow would hurt a little less. Scully would give him time because he would need it. Some time to work this through. But she would be watching. Watching, like she should have watched Bobby. She'd lost him, but here was the emergency department, anyway. Ignoring the sign on the door that prohibited visitors, Scully entered the room labeled "Shock/Trauma." This would be where patients with life-threatening illness and injury were treated. Since this morning, ambulances had been routing emergency cases to other hospitals, and there was only one patient here, an overweight young woman who was vomiting into a basin. The staff that was gathered around her seemed far from stressed, and Scully was about to ask if anyone knew where Newbold was. Before she could do so, Bobby reappeared at her elbow. "Where's Newbold?" she asked him, but Bobby was eyeing the emergency patient greedily. "Gall bladder," he said. "Cholecystectomy. Maybe I can do it! I did what Mulder said, maybe they'll let me operate." "Robert! Where is Newbold?" Scully asked again. Lassie would have been so much more helpful. Bobby flashed her a look of resentment. She was as bad as his friend Mulder. She really didn't care about his problems. "Exam room four," Bobby said, reluctantly turning his back on the object of his desire. Newbold was sitting on the examination table in room four, looking dapper and cheerful. Sergeant Wallace was seated in a chair that was tilted back against the wall. Newbold sported a set of handcuffs, and he held up his hands to display them to Scully. "Extraordinary, isn't it?" he asked her. "It seems to be a particularly virulent form of Raynaud's phenomenon, wouldn't you say?" "I beg your pardon?" Scully asked. "Notice the blanching here at the wrist, with the discoloration increasing distally. My fingers are black, and yet both radial and ulnar pulses are palpable," Newbold said. "I shan't be practicing surgery until this condition is resolved. Fortunately I still have my writing and teaching." "Is there something wrong with your hands?" Scully asked him. "Your kindness is misguided," Newbold said with a smile. "I am a man of science; I'm not self-conscious in the least. And my physician"-- he nodded toward Sergeant Wallace-"believes this device may have some therapeutic value." He jingled the handcuffs. Wallace rocked his chair forward and looked up at Scully. "I'm just waiting for Rod Serling to walk in," he said. ************************************************************************ Scully brought Bobby back to the lobby. Mulder hadn't moved from the chair. Bobby tried one last time to get Mulder to acknowledge his accomplishment. "I did it. I got his spirit to make him stop," Bobby said. Scully filled in enough details that Mulder understood. "You convinced Newbold's spirit to go back to him," Mulder said. "How did you do it?" "Spirit's can't kill. Shouldn't kill, anyhow. Don't need to kill to make him stop. That's what I told him. Just get his hands." Bobby nodded to himself. Cardin and Luskin were ready to go, but Scully wanted a chance to talk to Mulder first. She sat down next to him and leaned in. "I know what you're going to say," Mulder began. "I'm not shutting you out." "I know that," Scully said softly. "You're shutting everything out." "Just for a while," Mulder said. "I want to get all the work done, everything that has to be taken care of, all the stuff with the local cops and the INS, and I guess the Bureau too." "Can you just tell me what's going on?" she asked gently. A bizarre fact of life for Scully and Mulder was that Scully was very familiar with the manner in which Mulder faced death. The close call he'd just been through was not enough to explain his withdrawal. "I need some time," said Mulder. So much of this was about baby Adam. How could he talk to Scully about that? "And then?" Scully asked. Mulder didn't answer. "I'll give you some time, Mulder. I'll give you forty-eight hours." She wanted to kiss him, but she couldn't. Not here. Scully had Cardin and Luskin drive back to the Hoover Building with Mulder, who sat in the back, contributing nothing to their involved discussion of turf builders and crab-grass killers. Scully took Mulder's car to drive Bobby home, then returned to Headquarters herself. Mulder remained quiet and preoccupied for much of the week, even though he was widely regarded as the hero of the day. Every morning he called the hospital to check on Adam. Jerry Luskin could have gotten a lot of mileage out of the story of his adventure in Maryland. He was a great raconteur, and his normal duties gave him very little material. But with Mulder so unhappy and distracted, Luskin had to cool it on the story-telling. "Just one thing I want to know," Luskin asked him. "How the heck did you send those messages?" Besides the first message to Sergeant Phil Wallace's pager, telling him to cancel the assault on the OR, there was a second message, warning about Lovelace. Wallace's pager had told him to wait for Donald Lovelace by the parking garage exit and to detain him. Both messages were signed MMULDER. Mulder had denied sending the messages at least twenty times, but now he just shrugged at Jerry's question. "And what's with the two M's? M. Mulder?" Luskin asked. "Maybe I'm French," Mulder said. "Maybe I stutter." On Wednesday, Scully had disappeared for the afternoon, and when Mulder got home that night, she was waiting for him. "I gave you some time to yourself, Mulder. Now it's time for us to work together." There was a new mattress for the waterbed, a waveless one. Scully pretended to know nothing about it. Mulder barely reacted to her presence or her bold act of refurnishing, but he slept soundly that night, curled against her, grabbing her jealously any time she'd shift away from him in her sleep. Mulder woke up early Thursday morning, but he didn't feel like running. He lay in bed until seven. Scully made breakfast, which he ate without appetite. He was schedule to give a deposition before a Federal judge this morning; Justice Department attorneys needed Mulder's testimony that Lovelace was indeed likely to take flight if released before his trial. Lovelace's lawyers, of course, were pontificating about his years of public service and his many ties to the community. Lovelace was held without bail, but Mulder seemed to feel no triumph or relief. ##### Basketball Therapy 12/12 by Kel, ckelll@hotmail.com Disclaimer, etc. with part 1 Friday morning, Mulder called the hospital from work to find out about Adam. Then inexplicably he called again around noon. "He's gone, Mr. Mulder," the nurse told him. After everything that had happened, she'd been giving him status reports without challenging his right to the information. "He passed away around ten o'clock. Right in his mother's arms. It was peaceful, Mr. Mulder." "Thanks," he said. Scully had told him the baby's condition was hopeless, but he had not been able to reconcile that prognosis with the responsive, wide-eyed child he'd held in his arms. He turned around to tell Scully and found that she was watching him. "That Polish baby died this morning," he said. Scully got up to stand by his side. "I'm sorry, Mulder, I'm so sorry. Let's get out of here. It's lunch time anyway," she said. "I'm not hungry," Mulder said. "You go ahead, I think I'll just keep plugging away on these background checks." "Come with me," she said. "We'll take a walk." He shrugged, signed off on his terminal, and went along. At the doorway, Scully turned to address the bullpen. "Fieldwork," she announced. That meant she and Mulder would probably be gone for the whole afternoon. There were a few cheers, because the price for fieldwork was a couple of large "everything" pizzas. But the cheering was subdued, because everyone had noticed that something was up with Mulder. Mulder wondered without much caring where Scully was planning to take him, and when they passed AD Kersh on their way out to the garage, he listened to see how she would cover for them. She and Kersh just nodded at each other. Mulder and Scully were technically still "on loan" to the Medical Insurance Fraud division, and by the rules of internal accounting, Kersh was making money on them this week. He didn't give a half-hoot what they were doing. "Any place you want to go?" Scully asked when Mulder got in her car. He shook his head, as she knew he would. "We'll go to the gym," she said. She knew Mulder wasn't interested in running or swimming, but he would feel much better if he did. At the health club she gave him a shove toward the locker room, and when he came out in shorts, she followed his lead and got changed herself. Mulder dragged himself around the track, letting Scully lap him. This wasn't going to work. Scully knew him; he was not going to break out of this funk without breaking a sweat. "Now that you've warmed up, let's shoot some hoops," Scully suggested. "Scully, I appreciate what you're trying to do," Mulder said. "I'm fine, really. I'm just not in the mood to play." "Okay, homeboy, just spectate. Maybe you'll learn something," Scully said. Scully wasn't much of a b-ball player. She was killer at lacrosse, for what that was worth. Anyway, she clowned around on the court, trying to look the part. She thought Mulder would feel compelled to offer some instruction but he just sat on the sideline. He wasn't even laughing at her. Scully tried a move she'd seen Mulder do, a behind-the-back-dribble that turned out to be a lot harder than it looked. The ball escaped her and rolled over to Mulder. "Little help?" she asked. If she could just get Mulder to touch the ball... It worked. He passed the ball back to her, and then he was on the court. He played like a robot, mechanical but accurate. Scully spent about five minutes chasing and returning his rebounds, and then she'd had enough. As Mulder trudged toward the basket, Scully scooted in and lifted the ball from him with the finesse of a pickpocket. Shooting fast, mostly by luck, she sank it. "Very nice," Mulder said. That was not the reaction Scully had hoped for. Using thumb and index finger she formed the letter L and tapped it to her forehead. L for loser. Mulder had used this sign so many times himself. It was a serious affront, a challenge that couldn't be ignored. Of course Scully wouldn't know that, she was just copying something she'd seen somewhere. It was cute, really. He would ignore the challenge. "Looooser." Scully was mugging at him, still saluting him with the letter L tapped against her head. She took the ball out to the top of the key. "Ready?" she asked. It seemed she did understand. Mulder was getting that visceral reaction he always got from that particular taunt. Scully was holding the ball, waiting for his reply. "Ready, loser?" she asked again. "Cough it up!" Mulder said, and she tossed him the ball. He could have taken the shot where he stood, no doubt he should have, but he tried to bring it in a little closer. Scully was all over the place, probably imitating some gadfly of a guard she'd seen on TV. She was making him work, and he had to pivot, fake, and shoot a fade-away jumper to break away from her. He sailed the ball toward the hoop, a long, arcing shot that banked obligingly off the backboard and into the basket. "Lucky," said Scully. She tossed him the ball and Mulder passed it back when she turned to face him. Scully wanted to run it in again and score, the way she had when she'd stolen the ball, but Mulder was playing for real now. She tried to get around him but Mulder had her so boxed in that she could hardly find the space to turn. Then the ball hit her foot and rolled away. She dived for it and found herself on the floor. "Sculleee," Mulder called. She looked up. Mulder had the ball. "Loo-oo-oo-ooser!" He brandished the "L" sign and pranced around her, wiggling his cute little butt at her. Only it didn't seem so cute just now. Scully vowed she'd find a way to get him out on a lacrosse field some day. They played in earnest for a while. Scully took a pounding in terms or score, but her real goal was to keep Mulder working and running, and she succeeded at that. Then Mulder started passing to her, and they were playing some kind of scoreless, noncompetitive version of the game against imaginary opponents. Mulder was all over the court, calling for the ball, or calling for Scully to take a pass, running, driving, shooting, and finally sweating. Scully didn't want to break up the game, but she was parched and she was sure Mulder would also benefit from rehydration. He kept playing while she went to get them some water, and when she handed him the sports bottle, he unscrewed the squirt nozzle and chugged down almost half of it. "Let's go sit down," he said when he'd finished drinking. "Okay," Scully said. They left the basketball court and took a table at the overly precious juice bar where Scully had bought the overpriced bottled water. Scully waited. "He hurt the baby," Mulder said at last. "You know about that. He used a defibrillator to hurt the baby. He did it on purpose to get to me." "I know, sweetheart," Scully said. "I did everything I could to keep you away from that baby, Scully. I should have been protecting the baby from me." He had his forearms on the table and he was hunched forward. "You wanted to comfort the baby," Scully said. "I wasn't much comfort, was I?" Mulder asked. If Scully had disagreed, Mulder would have argued with her. "Probably not. The baby was much too young to care," she said. "That's not true," said Mulder. "He cared. He stopped crying. He..." Mulder looked a little embarrassed. "He liked my singing. He pulled my hair." "Oh," said Scully. "Imagine that." "You know, they don't weigh much, but they do get heavy after a while," Mulder said. Scully nodded. "Scully, I don't understand. He didn't seem that sick." "But he was, Mulder. He was being poisoned from the inside because he couldn't metabolize normally. Dialysis helped, but only a little, and it made his blood pressure too low," Scully said. "You know what I think?" Mulder looked up, inviting her to continue. "I think he 'rallied.' Sometimes very ill patients will improve dramatically for a little while, shortly before they die. I think you helped Adam hold on long enough to see his mother again," Scully said. Mulder was thinking about Emily. He knew that Scully was thinking about Emily as well. "A child dying. A child like that, who was born to die. There is no way for that to make sense," Mulder said. "If this is the only life we have, then it doesn't make sense," Scully said. They were approaching one of the few areas that they couldn't discuss freely. Mulder thought Scully's faith was a defense mechanism, something to help her deal with the existential emptiness of an indifferent universe. He believed it was naïve and irrational, but he had no wish to undermine it. He didn't answer her. Scully knew more about faith than Mulder did. Faith was not just belief, not an idea that could be proved or refuted. Faith was the decision to believe, the act of believing. "You know, Mulder, I drove Bobby Zurago back from Winthrop on Monday. I was in the car with him for two hours," Scully said. "You'll get no sympathy from me," Mulder said. "I had to listen to Cardin and Luskin argue about grubs and aphids." "He talked a lot about Old Souls and Young Souls. Did he tell you about them?" Scully asked. "He may have mentioned them," Mulder said. "He did talk about spirits." He started to peel the label off his water bottle. "They are spirits, the way I understand it," Scully said. "Young Souls are the spirits of the living. Most of the time they stay with their bodies. Old Souls are the spirits of the dead. Bobby can see them." "Scully, I'm convinced that Bobby has some unusual talents, including the ability to see and communicate with disembodied spirits," Mulder said, "but I doubt very much that he can communicate with the dead." "He told me about Marty," Scully said. "Yes, he put on quite a show," Mulder said. He no longer believed he had really been in contact with his grandfather. Bobby seemed to have some telepathic ability that let him use Mulder's own memories to flesh out the character he impersonated. "You think it was a trick?" Scully asked. "It had to be, Scully. I think Bobby was able to link with me in some way, and he used my memories to provide detail. It's a great act, or maybe Bobby really believes he's got a WATS line to the afterlife," Mulder said. "Mulder, help me understand. You believe in past lives, you believe in disembodied spirits, you believe in genetic memory, and you believe in ghosts. Why don't you believe this?" The health club was blissfully empty for a week-day lunch hour, but Scully found herself leaning in toward Mulder and whispering. Mulder didn't seem upset, but he was starting to fidget. "Come on," he said, getting up from the chair. "I want to shoot some more." Back on the court he planted himself by the foul line. Ever accommodating, Scully positioned herself near the basket to return the ball. Mulder would bounce and shoot, and Scully would grab the rebound and send it back to him. He truly was phenomenal, she noted. As good as he thought he was. "Scully, you really think it was him? You think he was communicating through Bobby?" Mulder asked. It was hard to hear him over the sounds of the ball, but at least he was talking. "I talked to him myself, Mulder," Scully said, knowing Mulder would be annoyed about that. "Damn it," he said. "I warned him not to mess with you." At least Bobby hadn't turned into Scully's sister or father--Mulder would have broken his arm as promised. "What did he have to say?" Bobby could access Mulder's memories when the two of them were confined in a small space, Mulder decided, but he probably couldn't do it when they were miles apart. But he wouldn't need as much detail to convince Scully he was Marty's ghost. Scully had never known Marty to begin with. "He said he was being drawn back out of this realm, back to his own," Scully said. Mulder nodded knowingly. Any new-age phony could have written this stuff. "It was as if he felt an overwhelming need to talk about you." "What did he tell you about me?" Mulder asked. Undoubtedly she'd report a load of lofty clichés, maybe something about hating phonies or caring about the poor. "You wouldn't drink your milk unless it was ice cold," she said. Mulder didn't answer her, but his look of amusement told her he was far from convinced. Warm milk even smells funny; no kid would drink it. "You played with Hot Wheels," she said. "Amazing," Mulder said wryly. Scully was thinking back for something to add. Bobby--or Marty--had told her a great many things that Mulder didn't need to think about just now. She was trying to think of something pleasant, or at least neutral. "The trucks," she said. "Mostly you liked the trucks." "Okay, I liked Hot Wheel trucks," Mulder said. "You liked to make them crash," she said. "Of course I did," said Mulder. "Didn't you? Or your brothers, then?" Yes, the Scully boys were big on that too. Sometimes they'd steal the caps from Dana's guns to make the crashes more exciting. "You liked to take them outside and bury them in the yard," Scully said. "Scully, every kid does that," Mulder said, but Scully was shaking her head. She couldn't think of a reason in the world to bury your trucks out in the yard. Marty Mulder had never figured that one out either. "Mulder, it comes down to this. He talked for almost an hour, and mostly he talked about you. I don't know how much you want to hear. One way or another, it's going to be up to you if you want to believe or if you don't," Scully said. "What about those messages, Scully, the messages to Sergeant Wallace's pager. You think Marty's ghost sent them," Mulder challenged her. The ball skimmed the rim of the basket and obediently dropped in. "I'm waiting to hear your explanation," Scully said. She caught the ball and this time she held on to it. "I don't have one," Mulder said, "but I know it was not my grandfather." "You just know?" Scully asked. Mulder was waiting for the ball, but she wasn't going to give it to him until he explained. "My grandfather wasn't like that," Mulder said. "He wanted me to fight my own battles. He used to tell me, don't cry about the cards, just play the hand." Scully tossed him the ball. "Do you really think he would let you get killed when he had a way to help you?" Scully asked as he took his shot. "Anyone can win with good cards. The art of life is knowing how to play a bad hand," Mulder quoted. Mulder was saying that his grandfather would let him get killed before he would break his own rules about self-sufficiency. How could he believe that? Scully wondered. It was illogical and it didn't jibe at all with the warmth and concern that Marty's spirit had displayed. "Does that make sense to you, Mulder? Do you believe he was so fixated on making you fend for yourself that he would let you get killed?" Mulder couldn't believe that, she decided. But many years ago, a young boy named Fox might have thought so. Scully passed him the ball. She would let him keep shooting; he would need the comfort. "Mulder, he loved you," Scully said. "I know, Scully. But you don't understand," Mulder said. As he said it he knew that Scully would not be satisfied until he elaborated. He felt a flutter of relief when she threw the ball back without a word. "We were very close, okay?" Mulder started. "He was a salesman, and he traveled a lot. I never knew when he was going to come by, but it was always great when he did." With Mulder mumbling and bouncing the ball, Scully practically had to read his lips. "But when I grew up, it got more strained between us. I disappointed him a lot. He thought I was a screw-up. I think things were starting to get better near the end," Mulder said. "But then he died," Scully said. "Well," said Mulder brusquely, "that's what people do." "He didn't think you were a screw-up, Mulder. He was afraid for you," Scully said. Marty's reminisces had been quite specific. Scully wondered if Mulder was aware just how much his grandfather had known about his adolescent activities. Marty had watched his own son struggle with a drinking problem and he was horrified when his grandson started playing around with intoxicants. "That's why he was so rough." "I know," said Mulder. Then he smiled a little. "Scully, what did he think of you?" he asked. His grandfather had despised most of his girlfriends. "It didn't come up, Mulder, he wanted to talk about you," Scully said. "What are you laughing about?" "He told me any woman who would sleep with me was a pervert," Mulder said. In fact, Marty had reported the conversation as well. He'd regretted his choice of words to the end of his life. "He was right, Mulder. You were fifteen!" Scully said indignantly. She'd really been upset by the story of Mulder's "affair" with Mrs. Hardy. She'd even done a background check; Mr. and Mrs. Hardy were still married, currently living in Framingham, Massachusetts. "And she paid you!" "Scully! She didn't pay me for that, she paid me to cut the grass," Mulder said. "Oh," she said. "I think Marty would feel better if he knew that." Or maybe not, it was a subtle distinction, in a way. "You didn't answer my question," Mulder said. "Do you think Marty sent the pager messages?" Now Mulder was holding on to the ball, waiting for her reply. "Yes. I don't know how, but I think he did," Scully said. Mulder dribbled up to the basket, darting at Scully until she took the cue and started to block him. He hooked the ball into the basket left-handed, then took Scully in his arms, pressing her against his chest, swaying with her a little. "Let's go home," he said. "I'm starving." *********************************************************************** The pizza didn't go to waste after all. Mulder had brought it over last Friday, and two slices had been disposed of on Saturday morning. Scully had wrapped it up and put it in the freezer Monday night. Now it was Friday again, and once more Scully and Mulder were waiving the Friday rule. Mulder had said he was starving, but they'd ended up in Scully's bedroom, not the kitchen. Nobody wanted to play Feisty Captive. Being a real captive ruins the game for a couple of months. For a while they just held each other, and when the heat between them grew, it grew gradually; not a conflagration but a nice, contained fire suitable for a domestic hearth. Afterwards they lay in bed, weighing the slothlike comfort they felt against the need to finally get some food. "I'll bring you something," Scully said. Getting out of bed, she took Mulder's white shirt off the chair to wear into the kitchen. She came back with the left-over pizza and a couple of cans of iced tea. "Scully, what do you think about my holistic approach now?" Mulder asked. Scully was waiting for the molten pizza to cool, but Mulder had finished his slice in about four bites. "What can I say, Mulder, it seems that everything really is interconnected," Scully answered. If Alice Cardin hadn't asked Scully to help investigate the medical center, Mulder wouldn't have been involved. Without Mulder, Bobby wouldn't have been there. No Bobby, no Marty. The ten illegal aliens corralled in the OR would have been killed, and Donald Lovelace would have escaped. There was the sound of someone knocking on the front door, banging really. Scully started to get up. "You're going to answer the door like that?" Mulder asked. The sight of Scully wearing nothing but Mulder's shirt was not something he wanted bestowed on casual strangers. He pulled on his pants and went to answer the door. "UPS," Mulder called to her from the door. "Are you expecting something?" "Yes," she answered. A new sound card and a supposedly ergonomic keyboard. "Scully, can I open it?" Mulder called. "Go ahead," she answered. She waited for him to come back, but he didn't. She was polishing off her second slice of pizza when she began to hear ominous rattling and slamming sounds. Oh, my poor computer, she thought. It was already too late; no computer could have survived an installation that made that much noise. But when she found Mulder in the living room, he was working to assemble some huge copper thing, maybe a still or a steam turbine. "Mulder, what is this?" she asked sharply. Now that they didn't have an office, he had apparently decided that her flat was the perfect place to receive his oddities. What was next, she wondered. A diving suit? A frozen alien? "It's your cappuccino machine," he said. "I guess you didn't realize it would be so big." Neither of them thought about Donald Lovelace. This was part of the harassment he'd set in motion after throwing them out of his house last Sunday. "Mulder, I never ordered a cappuccino machine," Scully said. "It makes espresso, too," Mulder said. "And latte. Also foamy hot cocoa." Mulder seemed much happier with the concept than Scully did. Maybe because it wasn't in his apartment. "Why would I order a cappuccino machine?" Scully asked. "To go with the Home Bagel Factory?" Mulder answered, nodding at one of the large crates behind him. "No assembly required." "Mulder, take that thing apart. I didn't order it. It's going back," Scully said. Her living room looked like a warehouse. She began to survey the crates, growing more mystified with each one. "Careful, Scully. You may have ordered it without knowing it," Mulder said. "You may have a subconscious desire to make bagels and cappuccino." "A treadmill? A stair-stepper? Hm, maybe I'll keep that," she said. "Well, now it makes sense," Mulder said. "Your id wants bagels and cappuccino. Your superego wants you to use the treadmill." "Seriously, Mulder, get that back in the box," Scully said. "There's no room for it, and I didn't buy it." "How do you know you didn't buy it?" Mulder asked. "It's all from the Home Shopping Network. You watch that, don't you?" Scully used to fall asleep with the TV on. When Mulder called, waking her up, he'd hear it in the background. "Mulder, you're not listening," Scully said. She'd come to a box that was a little smaller than the other, and much lighter. "Don't ignore your subconscious, Scully. It's trying to tell you something." "Look, Mooch, my subconscious got something for you, too," Scully said. "It's the California collection. Great for 'casual Fridays' or week-end get-togethers." "Yeah? Let's see." Mulder abandoned the cappuccino maker to look at his new wardrobe. "Oh, Scully. Oh, no. You're right, Scully, everything's got to go back." "Are you sure, Mulder? We wouldn't want to thwart my subconscious," Scully said. Mulder was pulling apart the cappuccino maker so it would fit back in its carton. "Call UPS. I'll have this ready before they get here," Mulder said. "But if I bought it while in a fugue state..." Scully said. "Scully, even if you did. Even if I'm in a fugue state myself. I will never wear that. Not on week-ends. Not on casual Friday. Not ever." Scully examined the offending garment, which really didn't seem that objectionable. "Never say never," she said. "Sometimes a pink Lacoste shirt is just what you need." end ##### Feedback to ckelll@hotmail.com. Why do you think little Fox Mulder liked to bury his toy trucks? Any theories?